It's official. I kind of expected this actually.

The trip's off. No more ye shis next week.

Partially I'm sad that I can't go anymore, but the main reasons of my tears are actually because I'm worried.

And terrified.

I'm timid, but after all, I'm only 15, who goes through this kind of thing when you're 15?!

Okay maybe they do, but certainly not me. I'm totally not prepared to face this obstacle. Maybe I'm not as mature as I thought I was.

Whatever, I'm just sad, leave me alone.

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ECG MACHINE?!
Sounds terrifying.

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I didn't knew it was that serious.

Those things are supposed to happen only in a drama serial, why is it occuring in my life?!

Ironic.

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I was really really really looking forward to the taiwan trip next week.
Until just now, when I returned home and made myself comfortable on the couch and watching Cable, Sisterie broke a devastating news to me.

"Daddy won't be going Taiwan with us. He's staying home with yeye."

Ouch. I took it hard. I've been looking forward to a well-deserved family holiday with my parents, and I've been wanting to go Taiwan since primary 6 or something.

But then she told me it was because my grandfather requested at least one of us to stay. We've been on countless vacations and this is the first time he is making such a request.

So I kind of felt erm, something squirmy inside. I don't know, there's this weird feeling that I can't put to words.
I'm really upset that Dad won't be going, also a little sorry that he'll be missing out, but when I think of how old and frail Yeye looks this days I feel very sad and the inevitable feeling of losing someone rushed back.

So I guess I'm kind of in a dilemma.

And really lugubrious. ):

It won't be as fun, and every time we go on a plane I'll make Daddy sit next to me so I can grab his arm and scream in pain every time my ear succumb to the air pressure.

No more Daddy beside me this time. ):

I feel like I'm this spoilt dependent brat suddenly being thrown; out of reach of my parents.

That's how important my dad is to me.

Maybe this will teach me to toughen up a little.

At the same time I'm really worried for my grandpa..
I shall not think too much. I mean, it's not as if I can do much. ):

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Today's LifeScience Workshop was a bit bland compared to previous years. Just a little bit more boring. The first 1/2 h of the lesson was pure torture because our lecturer (Mr Patrick) made such a big fuss that we didn't greet him properly, and then proceeded to treating us like neighbourhood school people who didn't learn a shit about DNA/RNA/transcription etc.

Erm, no offence though.

Ironically, after that he wrote all the weird scientific names on the board, as though we're even the least interesting in those/we're going to copy it down somewhere.
Psk. And he wasted our time just like that.

The other class went for lunch break/ended like 1-2h before us.

When it ended we explored around the place for a little while before making our way to the MRT station to get to SGH to visit poor Xishi.

Took awhile and quite a bit of walking to get there. And waited for some time outside her ward before we were supposed to wear some mask to go in so we were waiting for the nurse to hand us our masks.
The nurse came, and told us that the doctor is coming to see if Xishi's illness was still "Airborne Infectious".

So we went to the lounge and chilled out.

Joanna wanted to buy Milo(With ice) at the vending machine so she quite willingly parted with 50cents to get one pathetic cup.
(The weather was a freaking bitch, I swear.)

So this small paper cup eh, came down that thingy. And the machine shot down ice.
And the ice hit the cup at the wrong position ( edge ) causing the cup to shift forward. Then the machine very smartly released the milo down the nozzle-thing and COMPLETELY MISSED THE CUP. So it just went down the drain.

Hahaha, it was quite amusing. So the cup ended up empty with only a few dubious-looking pieces of ice. :D

So she bought another one, and this time she made sure she held the cup in place.

After some time we were finally allowed in the ward and we didn't need the masks. Gave Xishi quite a shock :D
She was doing her homework! See what boredom drives people to do.

So we asked her how she was, and she described her hospitalisation processes to us.

Then we ended up sitting on the floor reading Cleo and contents that aren't really made for 15-year-olds.

We had quite a laugh because of that, and got rather disgusted. :D
It was quite funny. So we just laughed and discussed(uhhem.) and soon it was around 6.

And, we were veryyyyyyy hungry.

So we left the hospital and walked all the way back to the MRT.

Mivio's parents very kindly fetched Grace Joanna Delphine and me to AngMoKio and we had so much fun on the way laughing about random stuffs. Mostly food. Hahaha, and after every discussions there would be pauses of silence when everyone has thought bubbles filled with food above them. :D

We were abit crammed up but we had quite a lot of fun. (:

Reached Angmokio and went to walk around the Food Basement. Then I bought a SummerCookie Doughnut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We were all famished. :D

Z-en we parted and Joanna&I (Ze Comb Sistazx 4eva) made our way to MRT laughing about random stuffs.

HAHA, when you're with good company, any topic makes you flip. :D

Daddy just came and repeated the news to me. I was really upset and was on the verge of tears. I could cry, but YuQing's a big girl now, so I need to learn how to fight tears and negative emotions, like how Grace and Delphine fought Sotongs and Prawns during yesterday's steamboat session.

Pictures up (hopefully) tomorrow, with funny captions hahaha, we have like TWO comic strips.
Stupid NAT didn't join us >:| and Joanna &Xishi!!

But nevermind, one day we'll have the 8 people steamboat again :D

I blew quite some kachings these few days, and it's only the first week of the holidays.
Yayee, Taiwan next weekkkkkk................... ):
Gosh, I didn't know I was this muchofa Daddy's Girl ):
But Yayee its the holidays, yayee breaks yayee long sleeps (:

(Omg I just realised that Daddy's not going, means we'll have to carry all heavy luggages&bags ourselves. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

{Ps. Will you please fucking stop emulating me, pfffffffffft!!!!!! Curse you, swear, *@#$&@#*!!!!!!}

Everyone said Pirates was bad. ): Okay actually only Jiamin said it was bad. Hahaha, Joanna and Mivio said it was okay.
But I wna watch!!!!! ):

#_# @_@ !_! <_<>_<

Boo.

Mission FAB! I shall try complete it in the holidays! HAHAHA okay as if it was entirely up to me if I could complete it or not.
The signs say yes. I don't see any, erm, opportunities. ( Cough. )

HEHE, I want the Date/Magic Ball from ToysRUs.

Eh, the Codeine and Inhaler doesn't work! Or maybe its just because I didn't religiously follow the prescription blahblahblah woots. }:

Hello, I love my family. I do.

Auf Wiedersehen {:

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When I was on my way to the MRT I was feeling very triumphant that while most students are either still slogging their hearts out/mourning over their PPR in school, I was on my way to hit the stores at their GSS first.

Until I realised we weren't the only school with a break today. Boo ):

So everything was a major disappointment today. There wasn't much of a sale, even if there was it was really selected and the choices are..terrible.

Only bought like 1.

And my head hurtssssss like anything now.
Bought the trapeze trapeze trapeze top top top yayee!! So I'm kind of happy now. I've been wanting to buy. :D I mean, even though I know its probably not worth for the price. But well, anything.

Its officially the June Holidays. I have been looking forward to this day for a really long time, but now that its here, I don't feel any holiday excitement.

Ahyo I want that Zara top but gahhhh thats really not very worth the price. Let's hope no one buys it so they'll slash the price. ):

I need a job, so if you know of any job opportunities pleaaaaase tell me.
I'll do anything except sweeping the floor and some other, eh, dirty labour work. Hehe.

Okay I shall go chill out now. ):

{Btw, Blades of Glory was funny.}

Auf Wiedersehen.

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This is how fun it was on Saturday.



This is the trousellier that I adore and wish to own. Okay there are alot of trouselliers. I wish I can have all )':



This shows my adoration for Better Toy Store. (or Shop, can't remember)


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Hello, has been long, I've been kept rather busy.

I very much want to blog about how much I love The Better Toy Shop, how facinated and in love I am with the trousellier, how much fun I had on Saturday with Inez&Eugenia, how I tried raw fish for the first time and totally hated it, how clueless I am at Math now, and how happy today was.

Oh, I pretty much summarized them. Details will come much later, if I remember/catch the Blogging Bug after Thursday.

Thursday will be a very very busy last day, with our Chinese Presentation crap and Chemistry Mole Concept test and Math Coordinate Geometry test.
Wow.

Did think for a second to skip those responsibilities, but after much sensible thought, I decided that escaping is never the solution to any problem. So I'm just gonna face the music straight even if it means high chance of failure. Be brave, YuQing.

Two more days, and there would be a short short break to the hectic schedule. I am going to make good full use of St Nicks-only (I think) holiday on Friday and spend a bomb on things I've long wanted to get. (:

Meanwhile I'll try to keep myself alive with Vitagen and apples/starfruits, not forgetting Xtina songs which reminds me to breathe.

Never heard Xtina?
Never heard music.

I'm becoming such an avid fan. Though shameful to say, I still cannot bring myself to learn that sometimes its worthwhile getting albums rather than lusts.

I have been having a lot of bitter thoughts that stab my heart mercilessly. Even if I get the weapon out the wound and scar remains for a long time and maybe occassionally hurts to remind me of its existence like Potter's forehead-scar. I try not to think about it but sometimes when one is alone, frightening thoughts flood like Msia's unfiltered water. I feel threatened and terrorized yet I can do nothing to salvage the situation.

So maybe I should start growing up and accept that certain things are inevitable, no matter how much I prevent it from happening it will.
And how I hate growing up.

Tomorrow is Valencia and my S11 day! Yayee, let's hope she doesn't get stomachache again tomorrow and my head doesn't decide to dance insanely in the morning again.

Oops, time for medication.

Auf Wiedersehen.

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Why is Blogger so screwed? :O

Anyway, it was very very fun before Oral today. :D 4 silly people together = alot of silly things done.
AND The sec ones are so creative. Hahah, I cannot get over the snail thing!

"Title : The spooky encounter.

Plot development :
- Man calling out for Geraldine.
- Geraldine scared.
- Man lunges towards her.
- Geraldine was frightened. She thought he was going to rape her.
- Geraldine cried for help.
- Geraldine slips on a banana peel.
- She smashed the snail. "

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. In case you didn't understand,
" Characters:
-Geraldine the Girl.
-Geraldine the snail.
-The owner of the snail. "

Hahaha, the first time I read, I read the plot development first, so I thought it was really funny that "she smashed the snail" out of no where.

Why on earth is smashing a snail "The Spooky Encounter"?!?!?!?!??!?!?

We did alot of other funny stuffs. Hahaha.
& Anyway oral was a breeze. Hehe.

That was pretty much the fun-nest part of my day.

Other than that, I
- passed Lit Test by 1 mark.
- enjoyed MSND movie.
- was terrible at basketball today.
- passed Chem test by 2 marks ))):

I N E E D T O B U C K U P!

Oh and Nat was super funny and cute in the morning! :D
Hehehe, Mission FAB!

So cooolzxz, but I doubt I'll complete my mission in any time soon. (Soon= a decade, maybe.)
Booo.

CME was.....................weird and gross today. She kept trying to turn us off by saying things like What if the guy has Herpes and you kissed him!? / Did you know that a person's mouth contained more bacteria than a nus. (W/o space.) {Which I kinda knew. Its true. So disgusting.}.

But she enjoys talking about such things lah.

"Does sex hurt your genital parts?"
"EWWWWWWWWWWWWW"
"You know when you have sex, you will bleed. Bleeding means it hurts. Since when you bled and didn't hurt?"
( Eh, Nosebleed? )

SUPER GROSS.

So on the whole, today was quite enjoyable. (:

& After school we went to eat Magic Freeze NOW WE NEED 1 MORE CHOP TO GET 1 FREE ICECREAM YAYEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And its delicious!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pika2 had new Cameos( SPELL, PLEASE ) but I don't really like them. Walked around AMK Hub looking like LLszx cause AMK hub contained mainly of LL shops. ( Read: Bus stop?! Top 20?!<-Wth is that lah. Mini toons?! And all the cooliozx shops. ) Got super tempted for Fish&Co!

And that marks our next outing! (:

Monday is Fish&Co day OMG I CAN'T WAITTTTTTTTTt
Eh Regina GO LAH.

Amelia's so super sweet! Today I had to leave Math Remedial before She gave us the answer to the third question because of Oral, so Amelia offered to call me to tell me the answer! And she really called just now! But I already had the answer. :O Anyhow, its sooooooooooooo sweet and nice of her (:
Regina helped me big today. I didn't really felt like playing during recess but she made it. So I escaped eating, yayee! So did Valencia, when I wanted to buy the Ruffles :D

Weeeeeeeee, I'm happy. I guess my Endocrine decided to stop going on strike.

Coordinate Geometry tomorrow, i didn't listen to 89% of her lesson, so I guess I'm on my own.
I need to do well. ):

I shall start SS tomorrow (:

I FEEL HARDWORKING! YAYEE! I like the sudden motivation. Heheeeezxzx.

Auf Wiedersehen.
Ps. Oh damn it, which reminds me that I've yet to return Jessica the Book............... :O!

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From Random's blog:
1. Go to Google Maps
2. Click on "Get directions"
3. From New York
4. To Paris
5. Read line # 24.

Haha, thanks, I had a good laugh :D

I'm really happy after writing the stupid Chinese thing. Maybe it was the SWEEET sense of accomplishment.

Biologytest tomorrow, I think you can do it.

Auf Wiedersehen

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From Random's blog:
1. Go to Google Maps
2. Click on "Get directions"
3. From New York
4. To Paris
5. Read line # 24.

Haha, thanks, I had a good laugh :D

I'm really happy after writing the stupid Chinese thing. Maybe it was the SWEEET sense of accomplishment.

Biologytest tomorrow, I think you can do it.

Auf Wiedersehen

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From Random's blog:
1. Go to Google Maps
2. Click on "Get directions"
3. From New York
4. To Paris
5. Read line # 24.

Haha, thanks, I had a good laugh :D

I'm really happy after writing the stupid Chinese thing. Maybe it was the SWEEET sense of accomplishment.

Biologytest tomorrow, I think you can do it.

Auf Wiedersehen

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Keep on pretending like you're fine being an outcast.

OMG gotta be the coolest, truest sentence i've ever, seen.
My horoscope is fking cool and accurate :D

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RANDOM
> Gojane still rocks.
> I'm terrible at Math.
> The school is inhumane.
> Picnic tomorrow (: ♥
> Out w EstbraBimbo on Sat.
> Just cannot sit some people. I tried.
> Happy Birthday!
> My hair is terrible )):
> Talking to Eug about like, the usual stuffs. ): Miss them, miss the times we do stupid stuffs like walking into the middle of the road in frustration of not getting a cab, walking around aimlessly embarrassing ourselves, etc. )):
> I've been eating. I feel guilty and terrible for feeling that there's something in my stomach. Someone pleaseeeeeee go run w me/stop me from eating recess?!
> I swear Grace they all are evil. }: They make me want to eat recess boooooooooooooo.
- Just kidding.

I feel super random. Math test killed moi.
Reading Urban makes me sad, I feel like robbing Bill Gates so I can get $$ to buy all the stuffs.
I think one day I might go crazy to the extent I fly to America and camp overnight at his house begging him for like USD10000. Which is just peanuts to him.

Hua sheng. ):

Spongebob yesterday was funny :D

I'm. Annoyed. ):

Auf Wiedersehen.
PS. Jessica please remember to bring The Book (Hehe, caps.) to school to return youuuuu!

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♥KJH