I've decided that I shall do this every day. Or at least, almost every post.

Today I realised:

- Who's really the friend, and who's really the foe.
- It actually feels nice to sit down at my study table, doing 2h straight of work with minimal distraction.
- The feeling of completing such a tedious work is wonderful.
- I'm fat. Okay I realised that long ago.
- Ignorance is bliss.

Period. Bye.
You won't understand anything here. :D

Auf Wiedersehen.

♥

RED REVOLUTION!

So maybe sports carnival didn't turn out as bad, despite the heavy rain at 4pm-ish.
We did house cheer on Specs Stand.

And Red won (:

FINALLY. In 16 years. FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!

I thought I would never live to see this day.

Actually the rain wasn't that bad. For the past years we've had sports day sweating like pigs even though we're not the competitors. This year we had cooling and nice weather (:

Escaped to rooftop garden to watch cheer, but got chased away by stupid UHHEM. This particular teacher.
So we went one level up and watch. After cheer got chased away again.

Ran down to band room level to watch.

Got chased right before Combined Cheer. I was quite pissed, but had no time to stand and curse because shortly after that will be the combined cheer. Ran back to where Jiamin was and watched.

Not as nice as expected. Ever year's combined is last minute but they were nice. This year's was just. Untidy and not so nice.

Okay whatever.

So I was really high and all because red won, Matilda and I went crazy being devoted to red.
(:

Met the rest and headed to Prata House after that.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NICE. :D

Then blah blah blah I don't know lah.

I can't wait for next tuesday ((((((((((((((((((((:

I <3 GRACE ENRU VALENCIA WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
and of course alot else lah.

Haiyah I'm damn bored lah, auf wiedersehen. :D

♥

Hello there, haven't blogged in a while.

So surprising.

I remember I use to have an average of at least 1 post every day.

I guess that's for being 15.

And also, I am completely abhorred that the whole blogging concept is distorted. It is no longer just a private sweet little personal diary where you can completely utilise your freedom of speech without worrying that person A/B/C will be offended/disgusted/shocked.

So much so that I had to have my own argot.

Though its quite fun having one. Like, you're the only one knowing it.

Is that why people are migrated to LiveJournal?
BlogSpot is losing its favour.

Quoting from last year's literature book, The Good Earth ( Mrs Nath ought to be very proud of me for remembering :D ), the wheel turns and turns-it never stops.

Or something like that.

Blogspot is having a taste of its own bitter medicine, just like how diarybooks did years ago, when technology became so advanced it became the Outcast of the Modern Society.

Sad, cruel and true.

After 520+ posts of blogging, I have finally learnt my lesson, and stopped venting personal anger/feuds here like I used to years ago.

Because like they always say, no matter how LLs deceive themselves and attempt to put the very weak and useless Javascript Password block which is easily breakable, the world wide web is a large and free space--nothing can be really password-blocked.

And suddenly people turned smart--abbreviations can be easily decoded.

Okay this is a whole post of crapszx.
(See what I mean?! When you just want to spill out how you feel, you never know if people might be gossipping behind your back saying you're so boring etc.)

I'm feeling very relieved now, because today had been a hectic and stressful day, and its almost over.

First we had stupid ZuoWenKaoCha ( 'Scuse me, I didn't even understand the topic. ), then it was the most dreadful thing ever - the NAPFA 2.4KM run. Lastly we had Chemistry Test.

What a miracle I actually survived.

But I am not ashamed to say that I'm really proud of myself that I pushed myself during the run. Well, of course I didn't run very well/fast but I broke my own record. Especially when it was raining while we were running. (:

Additionally, I discovered something new today.

Young boys nowadays are really very ego/thickskin/unshameful(if there's such a word).

Yesterday was that weird 5 Y-O boy that kept touching the poor P6 girl ( whom we saved, after that. ). Today on the train there was these 2 boys running around barefooted, swinging themselves around the metal MRT pole screaming.

It didn't stop that.

Not only did they make alot of noise and cause disruption, they actually went up to this innocent ADULT (Guy) who was peacefully playing his PSP.
Like went up and stared at him playing PSP while repeating "What game are you playing?"&"Are you playing racing cars?"&"You playing racing is it?"

Poor guy.

After that they went up to this lady who was playing with her phone too. Same thing happened.

And before they alighted, the boys just had to take another few swings around the pole.

Still barefooted.

Okay whatever I lost the blogging mood.

Tomorrow is sleep abit later day. Yayee!!!!!!! (:

Auf Wiedersehen.

♥

Hello, I'm dying from being so deprived from sprees/sgst etc.
):

I'm supposed to be mugging geog. Nothing seems to get into my head, I have no idea why }:

Ran 6 rounds today, I thought I was going to die before I become skinnier or something.

Math test killed me. Maybe not. Kind of.

I'm in a very random and slightly bad mood. I hate my computer can someone please get me a Sony Vaio I'll marry you and lurbbesz euu 4evazx.

I think I know what happened that made the pages go "403 Forbidden" like whateverzx that is. Might be the Security Centre shit, but I've been trying to fix it for the past 1/2h to no avail.

The more I think about it, the more crossed I get with Sisterie. I could have that discount for the coming next It Girl book!! ):
Although personally, I feel that buying books is quite a waste of money. Spend like 10$ buying it, read it once, chucked away.
Might as well give me the money to go shopping. :{

I'm so upset with myself I can't seem to study at all. I really cannot afford to not get a good grade for tomorrow's Geog test because my Geog grades are already horrible so I need to improve them.

ChaoCheeseBalls, I feel like a mountain tortoise I MISS BROWSING SPREES AND WHAT NOTS omg I want to die ):

On a happier note, ASOS stuffs finally finally finally arrived after what seems like 89234982374 years.

& Outing on Sat yippee yayee yayee! I can't wait can't wait can't wait.

I skipped CCA today again. I feel very bad I'm trying to curb but I feel the necessity to skip it today since not much of geog has gotten into my head so maybe I need to time.

I ended laughing at Sisterie for playing The Sims so badly. And for a couple of times, I just couldn't resist helping her rescue her Sims. She's so terrible at it. I worry for her future husband/kids. She'll make them suffer by keep trying to make them make Potions that will turn them into Frankensteins.

Dendritic Trellis Radical Centripetal.....................................................
Grrrr.

Plus I ate sooooooooo much today I feel so disappointed and angry with myself. Blah.
Skipping it was so scary.

I hate Geog I hate school grrr ):

I need to unwind

& The recent massacre is making me think so much.

I hate that stupid Korean he spoil the name of asians.
I told Daddy that and he said the name that is spoilt should be America because HOW CAN THEY HAVE SUCH SLACK LAWS until University students can easily get a gun?!
And correct me if I'm wrong, he bought something similar/is a machine gun.
They should've continued locking him up in the asylum/whatever. Having depression/feeling ostracised/being cheated on by GF isn't a good enough excuse to kill 32 innocent people, you sucker.

I hope he's suffering in hell now. If he doesn't it will be just so unfair to the victims.

Maybe he is Osama in disguise. That might explain a little bit.

Daddy calls it "Shi4 Jie4 Da4 Shi4", the worse thing that ever happened after WWII. I'm assuming he had clean forgotten 911.

Whateversxz, I hate terrorists/people who kill innocent beings for no reason.
Why can't they buy a Chill Pill from Doctor Tan or something?! Someone should invent a Peace Pill.

I hate problems, I'm sucha wimp I admit but really, who would love problems?!

I also hate it that I can get so emotional/sentimental at times, being terribly upset over things that happened to people I've not heard of/met.

And now i really think I should get on with my Geog.

Auf Wiedersehen, & to quote Ms Singapores/Universes, WORLD PEACE!

♥

The computer's really screwed.

I can't view my tagboard, nor Livejournal. Omg that's all my life.

That means no more online shopping no more Lj-hopping no more gushing at how super skinny runway models are.

What meaning has my life got, then?!

Therefore I am converted to a hardcore Friendster user. I am stuck to hopping Friendster and I'm so not good at it.

So please convert all your tags to Friendster comments/testimonials/whatever-hell-they-call-it-now. (:

Today is Sweat-it-out day, except a little pity that God sent showers of blessing, but really, I'd rather the blessings come some other day.

So 2.4 training plan is ruined, and thus I was confined to repeating Conditioning Exercises in that little smelly and warm Badminton Stadium.

Then the whole evening was spent watching Cable (What's new? Michael Jackson's nose?) and the really depressing Last Samurai.
Tom Cruise must adore the movie alot because he kind of looks taller in that film. If that was even him. I can't recognise.
But what the heck, I hate movies with depressing endings like having all the Samurais dead instead of one pathetic Sharp Nose Guy (Oooh, that's probably why they kept him alive)
I didn't really watch the ending. Heard it from the Elder Sister, and I couldn't concentrate on it for a second without having constant thoughts that OMG HES GONNA DIE SO POOR THING throughout the entire perhaps 2h.

Why can't there be an exciting, nice and touching movie without having anyone die at all?!

That must be impossible. Perhaps thats the reason why I hate Meg Cabot's series now.

{Speaking of which, Sisterie just wasted the discount from pre-ordering Harry Potter to buy Avalon High BY MEG CABOT?! Omg, that's like the worst mistake ever. Besides having Bush as the president of America..}

And my eye is hurting. I suspect its because I didn't remember how long I wore my fortnightly-contacts for. Alot of blood vessels burst. Quite scary.

& I'm dead cause I've not memorized my speech and Mummy's angry with me 'cause she's supposed to write some excuse letter for the nice Thursday that I missed.
Writing stupid excuse letter must be one of her pet peeves besides shampoo/lotion that contains Sodium Laureth Sulphate and/that is Sunsilk ):

I'm dreading school, as usual.

Stupid FT. >:{

I need to run everyday for the next two weeks if I want my 3rd consecutive Napfa Gold.
And to shed some fatsssssss.

My incentive is the after-school time.
And sadly most of the time it is spent at my humble abode.
With a screwed up computer.

Oh god, how terrible can my life get?

Auf Wiedersehen.

♥

Whatever, I figured I should really get over it.
Everything just now was..out of pique.

But anyway thank you Grace Jiamin Toto Cheryl Enru for making me less irate :D
XIE XIE NI MEN HEN DUO. ( DA DA DE XIAO RONG ZAI ZHE LI )

I shall be happier. After all that's like, the contents of my speech, right? I should start believing in things I preach others. (:
And ignore insignificant people who don't deserve my bursting of brain cells. (:

Wow, I'm so impressed by myself. HEHE.

More updates probably tomorrow. I better rush to complete my speech so that I can do the Geog Assignment which is also due tomorrow ):

Auf Wiedersehen!

♥

I'm kind of tired.
& Im supposed to be doing Math ( read up on Partial Fractions, a part which i totally ignored during that boring math lesson ), SS Workbook Pg 48-59 ( Thank God its more of reading. ) and to do up my English Speech, which I, up till now, still have totally no idea on what to write.

People write on their dreams. I try to, but when I attempt to think of the two sacred words My Dream or otherwise, Ambition, nothing comes up to my head.

I'm still drifting around life, taking one day as it is.
Barely any future plans, barely any dreams or goals.

I used to thought that was my dream. Taking the class was supposed have me be a step closer to it, but somehow it worked the other way round for me.
Certainly, life skills and lessons were stuck in my head, but it made me think if it was really what I've always wanted to do. The Parents made that career path so labyrinth (wee, new word I learnt today :D Okay stop mocking me) and unknown, I doubt it, though I used to think about it so much during my Childhood.

I have half-decided to scrap the idea. Maybe I am just not cut out for it as I thought I was.

So currently I am goal-less, dream-less, aim-less.

What a scary feeling, I say, to be loitering around Earth with no images of what I want my future to be.

Even worse, when you are surrounded by people with definite ambitions and aims.
You kind of feel ( Get ready for the big word.. ) left out.

Definitely not a very good feeling.

And I was supposed to have finished the speech by now.

Wonderful.

Okay, lets...steer.

Friday was great with splendid company, though not all turned up, as expected. I only joined them in mid-afternoon because for the whole scorching morning I was busy being a fillial granddaughter/daughter/blah. Marina Square is officially our favourite hangout. Somehow we keep going there even though it is kind of boring. Walked around doing nothing at all, then after that, finally decided to leave and head somewhere else like Marina Bay. #_# My 3-inch defeated me, so I had to buy a packet of plasters before meeting Grace at City Hall Mrt. She bought her trumpet along, and we were all so, well, impressed, somehow and probably curious. Especially Nat Tan, who tried playing it in the MRT, but the sound ended up like it came out of someone's (Coughs)a ss.(coughs.) Cam-whored a little on the train before making our way to the old and left out part of Sunny Scorching Singapore. Somehow maanged to squeeze our way up on bus 400 to make our way to the destination. Missed having cheaper price for bowling by 2-3min! ): Played at Lane 1&2 with greasy balls, as if the previous users just deep-fried themselves before playing. If I'm not wrong I didn't strike at all. ): Just spares. So took some zi-lian pictures, everyone posed with my heels etc, laughed at Nat Tan, cheered when one of us had a strike, and the game ended. Collected my embarrassing IC, Joanna and Xishi exchanged some 50-cents coins to play House of the Dead 4. They were so good at it. The last time I attempted that was @ DAJIouting, so many of us took turns, so many coins were used and I think we only got through 1 stage when Xishi&Joanna braved through many many stages, seemingly effortlessly. Impressed I was. Proceeded to have our dinner, my first proper meal of the day @ Chin Huat Live Seafood. Everyone tried to be nice and civilised at first, but after a while, after getting scalded by jumping oil caused by mischievous jumping sotongs we decided to not give the seafood any face. Though we still screamed everytime we got shot by a drop of evil oil that assassinated us. NatTan&Delphine were such cute fools trying to suck their snails when after that we realised ( Upon ME asking this BB guy who came to change our aluminium foil for us ) that they were supposed to use something to PICK the MEAT out.
Grace went, "Omg, and you two have been such idiots trying to SUCK it out for like half an hour?!" And everyone cracked up. We turned tentatively into vicious Carnivores and devoured 5 or more plates of meat, which was delicious by the way. After that our tummies felt like bursting and we reeked of BBQ oil meat etc. Ugh. Some funny stuffs happened, then finally squeezed up bus to go back to the MRT. My feet was killing me at that time, and the bus was so shaking and unstable especially when turning, and there was ALOT of turns. Grace&I were laughing throughout the bus ride trying to keep us me stable. Returned home and immediately bathed but my hair still smelled a little like BBQ ):

Saturday was splendid. We spent a bomb at Four Seasons Hotel's One-ninety eating HighTea ( or Hi-tea? ) which had really nice chicken rice. I ate 3 small bowls of it, how very delicious (: There was quite a bit of food there and most of them were delicious. We pigged out for 3h, occasionally lying on the comfortable couch to let our stomachs lie fallow. The toilet was really nice, classy and all ( Duh, 5 star hotel. ) and you know how much I ah-dore clean pretty toilets. The Elder Sister and I took some pictures with our lousy 4MegaPix Cam which failed us most of the time. We got 1 vintage-y picture (: So in conclusion, I gorged 2 days consecutively and I kept saying I need to go on a diet. Disgusted ( By myself ) ): Shopped a little around Town after that. Isetan had some Fashion Bazaar with Warehouse MissSelfridge up to 70% sale! I went berserk, but only managed to dig up 2 goodies. Wanted another red Warehouse pullover/tunic thingy which was so ah-dorably cute but Mummy said it was too ex! But it is already quite cheap since its a sale, but whatthehell, she's afterall the one paying so I had no say at all. ): I was quite sad after that but I forced myself to be happy since its Mummy's Birthday!! (: Bought nice Dragon-beard candy and the exact same waterbottle! :D Went back home and basically did nothing, if i'm not wrong. ( Except mourning for the loss of that Warehouse thingzx. }: )

Long draggy post about my boring dayss :D

I didn't want to go to school today. Tried to make myself sick by making the Air-Con colder but not adding more clothing to myself but it didn't work! Normally I would have been sneezing like mad. }:

Not very good. Just normal school day.

Started sneezing during tingxie though. Felt quite flu-ish after that. Yayee?

ATE PASTAMANIA WITH GRACE&VALENCIA I can't believe myself YUCKS can I have some self-discipline and determination?!

2.4 run is next week and I've skipped the 4rounds and 5 rounds during PE!!! I think i'm just going to die this week when I straight away plunge into 6 rounds mock Napfa }:

I need to run more run more eat less swim more!

Retching brings pain to the chest, I realised. Hmm.

Okay, I shall now attempt to be good and do my SS. I think its TSW tomorrow. scary.
She can kill, you know.

Auf Wiedersehen.
{ Grr, have 3 freaking ulcers ): I am so grumpy. }

♥

Tentative plans.

Tomorrow

• Carry out Mission BOF& FAB.
• Newyork newyork.
• Bowl.
• Steamboat.
• Clarke Quay.

Saturday

• DIMSUM! (:
• Shopping!! {:

Today

• Slack
• Yoshi
• Slack
• Attempt Math
• Slack
• Die.

♥

I FAILED.
I DIDN'T DO IT.
THE WORST HAPPENED.

I'M SO SORRY I DIDN'T DO IT.
I'M SO SORRY I SCREWED UP AT SUCH AN IMPORTANT PART.

):
I should stop crying so that I can stop feeling like shooting my head.

I think I'd rather die than face this failure.

Well, sorry I'm such a wimp.

♥

Today marks the first day I ate Chocolate Toast!!

Okay you, quit laughing at me.

BUT ITS NICE!

Okay just random.

Tomorrow' SYF.

YUQING YOU CAN DO IT. Just don't screw up, cause if you do it is FOGGING obvious.

PRAY FOR ME (:

♥

YAYEE! {:

I'm having bad headaches. I told Mummy and she insists that its because of my wearing contacts >:

"Why don't you try not wearing lenses for 3 days to try?"

I think I'd rather die. {:

Nat tan's dad is super hilarious. He is so funny I think he will make very good friends with my dad, except that they might have communication problems, which Daddy's substandard English.

Syf is in 2 days, I am so stressed that I'm having headaches. At least I think it is because of stress and lack of sleep.

Definitely has nothing to do with Contact Lensesssssss. {:

Grace was sick today, so I was really terribly bored in school ):

There were alot of ants!! I flicked away like at least 5 of them, oh god. Must be my grape biscuit wrapper or the Fox sweets.

I ate alot today! So disappointed ): Where is the determination, pig?!

Nat Tan found her Dad funny too, so she told the whole world about it.

If you don't know yet, which is rather impossible since Dr. Tan just couldn't resist telling every single soul she saw, NatTan's cute Dad said that ACIDIC was goodlooking, and that Nat should get herself a boyfriend too, so he could train her to be more feminine :D

Their cute-ness is in the genes.

Okay, I'm supposed to sleep early tonight.

And I have decided that I shall not tell my parents about my headaches anymore, lest they really take away all my lens ):

I can almost see the evil horns on their heads.

I'm going to have a short week!

PERSEVERE, YUQING, 2 MORE FREAKING DAYS (:

AUF WIEDERSEHEN, I BELIEVE MYSELF.

I think.

♥

♥KJH