Tuesday, January 30
I am so amazing.
Last post was a week ago.
Okay my head is pounding, so everything's in brief, just to prove that I'm
kindof still alive (but not exactly kicking)
1. Headache. Period.
2. Endocrine System is super inactive.
3. The......scar..wont........gooooooooooooooo
4. I don't understand a thing in school.
5. Amath test today. Got 6/15 for class test. Brilliant.
6. I suck at everything. Including basketball.
7. I am extremely traumatised by the death.
I know this kind of thing is supposed to make us go,
OMG I better cherish my life because I have absolutely no idea when it'll end.
But instead it made me feel
WTF life is so freaking fragile I feel like just giving up now, since everything will just come to an end eventually.
She doesn't deserve it.
It wasn't even because of her own recklessness or anything.
Its,,,,,,,, Just her luck.
It hit me terribly ( woah, pun. ) I think I shocked everyone cause for the first time I was quite quiet in class.
Tried tried
TRIED to be more optimistic but instead I just felt tired and worn from trying so hard.
We can't avoid death. I'm quite certain. Spent the whole night thinking about it I don't think I actually slept properly. Not mentally, anyway.
Totally
huang shen-ed today, and its seldom happens.
Basketball kind of cheered me up a little. Must be the endorphin. But didn't even play much.
Haiyah I cannot think properly.
But I did eat today--Rou Yuan Mian Xian (:
I like it, although its totally filled with MSG, but heck it.
Eat, or not, I'm gonna die.
You never know when it'll be you.
You might just be innocently going to the toilet and for all you know you might just fall to your death, or suffocate in the cubicle, or fall into the toilet bowl and get flushed to death.
Or maybe strangled by the toilet paper.
You might be just drinking an innocent looking PeachMilkTeaLessIce+CoconutJelly but
for all you know you might choke on a pearl and die, or die of sweetness of the artificial peachsyrup.
( I have cooked up plenty of stupid reasons to die but I shall not talk about all of them )
All these were all that occupied my mind today. Everywhere I go I'll think of how I might suddenly die.
Like accidentally stepping on a landmine that the Japanese troops planted 92387423 years ago and die.
So, you get my drift.
It is annoying, but I couldn't stop thinking.
I'm so tired.
I have to force a smile at home so as to not worry my parents despite how much i felt like crying and breaking down.
School was exhausting. Cca was a murderer.
Once in a few second the thought that Death might be a better way out pollutes my brain. I know its not.
But I'm really
really exhausted.
And I'm kind of tired from repeating that.
I shall end abruptly.
Auf Wiedersehen.
PS. ERICA I DO NOT HAVE EATING DISORDER.
PPS. The It Girl novel is much nicer than Gossip Girl. Definitely less confusing.
I'm going to watch the SpongeBob Magic CornShell episode that Cassandra's been telling me.
OH YEAH. Cassandra's damn nice. She kept smiling at me, trying to make me smile. And NatTan too. Poor flattened-Squirtle, though.
♥
Tuesday, January 23
I AM EATING!I did. I ate 80cents Hokkien Mee during lunch, Mango juice, drank 50cents orangebowl soup during co break and the fried/crispy bread!
SEE I ate okay.
And I can't puke. Much.
So I won't be bulimic.
I cannot resist the temptation of food.
So I won't be anorexic.
So DAH! I don't have eating disorder.
REALLY.I'm just controlling the amount I eat.
Like, if I don't
need to eat, I won't eat.
Unless I get hunger pangs, though i admit that i always try to curb it.
So you all can take back all the threats ( to stuff fries into my mouth! :O HORRID! ) and eh, scoldings. GAH.
But I feel better. Somehow.
Somehow feel quite cleaaaaaaaan I don't know why.
And the reason I didn't understand was either that I was sleepy/lethargic or I was just plain stupid. ( Should be the latter. )
Okay enough about my diet and stuffs.
TingXie was a killer, I'm totally prepared to fail Chinese this term.
Other than that I think today went, well, quiiiiiite well. Nothing unusual happened like an UFO flying past.
OH!!! But during lunch there was this really loud sound, like when a plane flies across. More like a jet or fighter pilot kind.
Then Cassandra was like "BOMB!", then for a second I got really frightened because I thought that the UNIDENTIFIED THINGY would really release a bomb, then we're all going to die or something.
Secondary 1 Juniors came to cca today and.........................
OKAY I shall not comment.
SOCCER WAS SHIT LAH. Singapore sucks I tell you.
But i was so angry because Daddy forced me to switch channel! I was watching this super nice #56 show ):
Fine. Whatever. I shouldn't have watched because I was SOOOOOO INFURIATED Some shithead of a referee gave AIDES( or just AIDE? ) RED CARD I WAS LIKE *%*#$%(!!
Stupid. So like, SG's gonna die next week. He's the captain, please.
He looked shocked and traumatised and depressed.
So was I. Only not as depressed lah. For what. :D
I am really dreading AMATH. Quite looking forward to Sat. But also NOT, at the same time.
I'm weird.
I don't understand CHEM. AT ALL. Someone explain?
OKAY AUF WIEDERSEHEN ( kena chased off the computer. )
I think i need more sleep.
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Monday, January 22
IVE GOT ROARING HEADACHE I wanna die.
Okay its probably because i didn't eat the medicine.
Everyone's scolding me.
So i'm going to eat Maggi Mee.
AHYA Quite unhealthy and i remember Mummy telling me that it's fatter than normal noodles.....
IM STILL HAVING A HEADACHE.
School sucks, I didn't catch a single word.
Had ZuoWen Kao Cha today. I wrote crap. I couldn't think properly ( HEADACHE! )
Plus in the midst of doing i suddenly felt like puking.
And their song is mysteriously stuck in my head............
I feel so puke-y and crappy now I HATE HEADACHES ):
They are equivalent to my hatred towards MOTHS.
I tried puking out the disgusting Horlicks just now but only like 1/200000 of it came out.
EVERYONE IS SCOLDING ME LEH.
Daniel keeps saying that he's gonna stuff food into my mouth.
Inez said i should just skip dinner only.
And blah blah blah blah.
I'm getting more & more stupid. I don't really understand Math. And Chem. And a little of Bio. I mean i understand a little of Bio only. ): Ugh don't even wanna think about Chinese.
THIS. SUCKS. A. LOT.
Weird, i smell orange bowl and i feel like puking.
Just saw a picture of Teh Tarik and i felt like puking.
Ate BeeBee in class and i felt like puking.
Drank disgusting Horlicks ughhhhhh puke puke.
I almost puked on the way home. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Omg the headache is killing me.
Kay let's talk about something happier.
YEYE'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION YESTERDAY.
Abit bland lah. Our family doesn't bonddddddddd.
But talked to Fiona about. Some people.
I'm still omg-ing.
Something freaky happened. Cannot be explained by words.
Food was fab. But damn full. 400+ a table. We had 4.
The sharks fin was the BEST omg :O AND NOT FORGETTING -- MUSHROOMS!!!!!!!! (:
The cake is like freaking sinful-- DURIAN OKAYYYYYYYYY
Its nice. And expensive. :O
I'm boring. My blog's boring. I'm having a headache.
Oh i said that already.
Recess was fun. HAHAHA.
Cassandra is seriously bonkers.
AUF WIEDERSEHEN
I'm. not. emo. I just happen to have an inactive Endocrine system.
And i can't believe its in less than a week.
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Friday, January 19
Today is the long-awaited Friday.
I say that it is
long-awaited because I've not been feeling very well and not forgetting all the stress from school.
It is not only the homework, but the knowledge that we've eh,
imparted. ( From teachers ) It is kind of overwhelming you see.
Needs some time to absorb the information, you know.
And I think I've just discovered the source of my, well,
misery.
Suspect only.
Promised Mummy I'll see the doctor tomorrow.
Hopefully i've get some medicine that kills my appetite! WEE!
Then plus exercise.......
YAYEE.
If not I doubt I'll even go and see the Doctor.
An hour ago, I thought that it was pointless, because I
didn't know my condition.
I'll most probably get the same medicine and everything, so what's the point?
Now I do. Or at least I
think I do.
I hope it is.
Quite exciting. :D
The Parents are bugging me to see a doctor. Daddy is bugging me to eat my Cough medicine ( Beathrophan! Spelled something like that. See, i eat it so frequently i remember. ) but if i really got THAT thangthang i doubt there would be any use to eat that normal Cough medicine.
I'm like 60% sure I got it cause i just checked the website and i pretty much got all the symptoms! ( Except for Fever. But maybe i'll get it soon? )
So back to the topic.
There is finally a two day break away from all the hypocrisy etc etc, much to my eh, OPPOSITE OF DISMAY.
See, the coughing affected my thinking = =
GRAH! But i read somewhere just now that the symptoms are WEIGHT LOSS!!!!!
SO maybe i shouldn't see a doctor
yet. Unless i get the weight loss thing :D:D
Who cares if i'll look haggard/green/whatever. ( Oh oops i think i said that. )
{
A productive cough is a more serious when:
1.It produces sputum from the lungs (not postnasal drainage).
2.The sputum is rust-colored or contains bright red blood.
3.It lasts longer than 10 days.
4.It occurs with other symptoms. These may include:
-Fever and chills.
-Shortness of breath.
-Chest pain.
-Night sweats.
-Weight loss. !!!!!!!!!!}
Okay its productive cough. WHATEVERRRRRRRR.
I wanted to write "irritating" on my table ( with PINK chalk! ) in school today, but i ended up writing IRRIGATION.
Right. What's with the Geog stuffs.
ANYWAY PLAYED BASKETBALL TODAY!
So as expected ( HAHAHA EGOEGO! ) WE WON :D
Wanted to go Gym after school but i was super sticky and i couldn't stand my hair so I made my way home with Huizhen.
GONNA GO CHILD CARE FOR CIP YAYEE!!
I can't wait! Kids are so cute :D
I cannot stand my own pretense. It's really tiring. I'm worn.
Things to do during weekend.1. Practise MATHS!!!!!!!! FRACTIONAL INDICES!!!!! TRY AMATHS!!!!!2. To restrain from eating. ( Too much. )3. Cool down and think rationally.4. TRY TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!5. Learn the songs.6. Complete ALL homework. ALL. ( At least TRY )7. See the doctor ( to patronise my parents......)8. TRY TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!9. Try puking again :D10. Figure myself out.Oh yes i forgot to mention that I PUKED I PUKED I PUKED!
A little bit, but still, FINALLY!
After countless times of "DIGGING" throat. (Maybe the action caused the coughs)
I felt as though my eyes were going to drop out. :S
I feel quite accomplished.
Oh Yes!
11. Revise Geography pleaseeeeeeee I like totally suck at it.And I don't understand why some people just
cannot catch the
obvious hints.
Or do they just
miss it on purpose?
Auf Wiedersehen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
( REALLY WANTED TO DO GERMANY FOR IPW )): )
♥
Wednesday, January 17
Wednesday's are supposed to be Capricorn's
lucky day.
But today's well, not very lucky.
Okay fine, it was just normal.
Nothing very unusual happened, except that Cheryl had migraine! :O
Reminds me of. Some. One.
I lent her LuLu, because she was very pitiful, like she looked as if she was going to faint anytime. She just lay on the table for 3/4 of the day. So poor thing =/
I've never had migraine! I want to try.
( Can sense some chiding coming )
I almost died during morning jog. I suck at running. And everything else.
Played during recess, against the RedBadge and ( expectedly :D ) WE WON.
But i think we weren't performing very well. Didn't run as fast, didn't intercept as much.
Will train! (:
Still coughing.
I think the price to pay is a little too much, no?!
Health AND GRAD.
):
I hope :
1. I'll get GFV/SFV! Makes people puke. I think.
2. I'll get migraine! :O Might be too painful for the thought of ingesting food to occupy my brain.
3. Sorethroat! Too pain to eat anything. But a downside to this is that i won't be able to sing.
4. Fever.
5. Depression. WEE! Will be too depressed to eat.
BEST IS:
6. ANOREXIC! But its impossible ):
7. BULIMIC! Okay quite impossible too, since i HAVEN'T MANAGED TO MAKE MYSELF PUKE. Yet.
8. Eh Eh some thing that will make me lose weight? :D
Kay, whatever.
Im coughing so much I think i'll puke blood soon.
But i don't wanna puke blood! I wanna puke FOOD. :S
Shucks, I sound like some obsessed irritating girl.
Tomorrow is Exercise Day!
PE, basketball, TREADMILL STEPPER WHATEVER! (:
I'm a goner, I cannot do Literature for nuts ):
WHY DO I ALWAYS MAKE THE WRONG DECISIONS, DAMN IT?!?!?!
This is so frustrating. It's only the start of the year.
Omg I ate Pasta today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kill me, please.
No determination and self-discipline!!! Zilch zilch zilch!!! ):
I hope my emo-ness goes away soon. Its bugging me, I can hardly concentrate on anything. ( How can, when i cry when a sad slow song plays...and very randomlyyyyyyyyyyy )
I. WANT. TO. PUKE.
Oh i realised VDay's in a month!
The Emo-side of me better scrams before 14/2 or my mood'll zoom down. And then i cannot guarantee what i'll do.
I NEED TO SAVE MYSELF.
Cannot die yet. At least not before 28th!! Actually 26th.
Oh whatever.
AUF WIEDERSEHEN.
Ps. Wanted to upload more pictures but when i upload one the whole blog content eh, PARAGRAPHS. Like space one line down. ): Stupid.
EVERYTHING IS GOING AGAINST ME! ):
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Monday, January 15
IMEMOIMEMOIMEMO
I FEEL SO DAMN EMO AND I DONT KNOW WHY.
IM SO AFFECTED, DESPITE TRYING TO ACT LIKE IM TOTALLY NOT.butbutbutbutbutbut idkidkidkidkidkidkidkidk.Thank God for friends like Eugenia and Grace.
I feel super sucidal now, which is so damn disgusting weird, and, and, EMO. ):
Come to think of it there should be no reason for me getting so uptight/set over this because......ITS NOT EVEN OF MY CONCERN. Unless.OH WHATEVERR shit still haven't done lit wtf.
♥
I'm supposed to do Lit now, but guess what, procrastinating again, but HECK! I wanna blog about today cause it was super fun.
I realise that we have only 4 subject lessons on Monday, which actually passes very fast. I adore Mathematics! The teacher is efficient and good, so when we were asked to write in a blank piece of paper ( to think she said SAVE PAPER ) about how we think she should improve, i couldn't think of anything. Didn't want to write at first ( no complaints. at all! ) but she said that if we didn't hand it up by today we'll have to submit a 1000-word letter. So i just cooked up a, " Less homework! " one-liner and submitted it.
So much for saving trees. ( Instructions was ONE person, on ONE piece of BLANK A4 SIZE FOOLSCAP. )
As you can see, I am trying my best to type in proper English.
YAYEE. ( oops )
So anyway, I don't really like Simultaneous cause its really tedious. ( Say it rhymes! )
Well the truth is, I'm just lazy.
GAH!
English lesson was quite funny. Everyone had a role and mine was " Sole breadwinner of the family with 5 kids, and a very ill spouse. "
HAHA, i was trying to picture myself working very hard ( As a roadsweeper ) trying to raise 5 pathetic kids while taking care of a very ill spouse, then i felt sorry for myself. HAHA.
Weeeeeeee.
Fatimah was as boring as ever.
Grace XIAOPINPIN Cassandra Valencia and I went to Ikea after school!
We had a hard time hailing a cab because most of them were stone-hearted and refused to ferry 5 poor students OUT IN THE RAIN.
Until one very nice Malay driver stopped!! And initially he was supposed to go to AngMoKio to change shift, and he totally didn't mind us 5 people at all!
We were SO SO SO SO grateful :D
Ate meatballs, which were suddenly not very nice.
Talked alot. :D Totally hilarious talking to them. Especially innocent and naive XiaoPinPin, believing that there was a "rumour" about her. HAHAHAHA.
Shopped after that and like HAD FUN!!!! :D
They are super funny and the Ikea is super huge.
We bought snakes!! :D
There was this funny guard person, he kept saying, " You buy this snake home ah, what if it suddenly comes alive! Then it'll chase you around. "
But he kept repeating that joke so in the end it turned out really lame and corny GAH!
Bought nice tins and V G & I decided to use it as our pencil case!!! WEE! :D
After that, we took the shutter bus to Tampines Mrt, then took 168.
On the bus, we realised that we could actually cross the road at Ikea and take 168 from there. So we like, wasted 1/2H.
RAH!!!
Went to causeway with V to get her stuff!!!!!!!!! I couldn't, cause, well i was broke. ):
Donate money to me, someone? I'll help you with your Math Homework.
( That's what Sisterie said to me when i asked her to help me to discard my Bubble Tea cup : "Then you must help me with my Math!" What a cheap deal. HAHA told you i was lazy. )
Talked to her alottttttttttt about alotttttttttt of stuffs. I didn't know! :O
She's nice. Hahaha.
I shall call my snake LULU!!!! HAHAHA INEZ &GEN! Lulu again.
Im kinda obsessed with that name.
First on Sat i named my
Mcdonald's Chicken Nugget LULU.
Now its my snake.
HAHA but my snake is like COOLIOS OKAY! Don't agitated me, it'll poison you. >:D
( Oh whatever happened to the attempt to type proper english =\ )
AUF WIEDERSEHEN!!
PS. Just realised Daddy's not fetching me to school tomorrow! OMG I've to bring LuLu to school ON THE MRT!!!!! What if she decides to bite everyone.........
PPS. Which means i've to wake up 1/2 H earlier. Damn.
♥
Saturday, January 13
Studied @ KAP with Eugenia and Inez!
Okay so as expected, we didn't really study. Well, i did a few questions..
HAHA The rest of the time was spent eating LuLu/LaLa/LiLi& friends and Fries and writing messages to weird working guy@ MACS with curry sauce and staring at green guy and laughing about alot of things, and me being emo and all.
Weird. Me and Emo doesn't match.
And they were talking about scary things.............................................!!!! ):
Talked ALLLOT.
Its really fun because, you know, I can just like talk so comfortably to them without any forgery/pretense. It just sucks when you have to be careful with what youre talking about because you never know that the next sentence thats spilling out of your mouth is going to land you in great misery.
After like a few hours of talking we decided to head town.
Had difficulties flagging a Taxi.
I even walked out to the road in an attempt to, you know, flag taxis.
Wanted to watch movies, but no timeslot thats comfortable, so we ended up walking around counting the number of GUYS we see wearing their jeans like damn low.
Think we got like 36 or something? Or more?
GROSS omg.
Spotted like 2 PSSSSSSSSSST guys, 1 on street 1 @ Starbucks.
We're seriously crazy lah, especially EUGENIA omg! :D
Crazy things we do..COUGHS :D
IM FEELING EMO! WOOHOO. ):
Worried about..........
Yes.
Conclusion of the day :
SG hot guys = amount of snow in SG.
( none? )
AUF WIEDERSEHENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
( just saw someone copying, makes me more EMO YOU KNOW =/ kaykay, know im selfish, whatever, im just upset. WHERES ORIGINALITY WOOHOO? Even though people always say that imitation is the greatest form of flattery, but WHATEVER. Still emo. HMPH )
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Friday, January 12
I feel very weird now. Emotionally, i mean.
I'm very confused by affairs of....life.
I FEEL EMO OMG!!!
School's quite fun. I think.
Cheryl and I had fun laughing/imitating tortoises ( & laughed at by msTan :S ), laughing about Changjin( WHATS NEW! ) and New-added--LIANSHENG! Changjin's BEST FRIEND A.K.A Regina Old, and how comical the SS/GEOG teacher is.
Ate alot of sweets recently. And today we ate ruffles in class. Put it in a
not-very suspicious-looking box and passed it around......hahahah.
The FT is secretly evil. See, nobody can be trusted. IM CONVINCED. ( At least, that's what i've been trying to convince myself.. )
OMG I'm using alot of ....s!!!!
But i think i'm using it the right way.
Not like those boys. I'm using it in a fadingggggggggggg-off way.
I'm tired. Studying kills alot of brain cells. I cannot stand it. I'm having insufficient sleep I'm kinda crazy sometimes.
Today was quite fun though. ( SEE, IRONY. Abit. ) Spent recess with jamjam carrot and LIANSHENG @ viewg gallery imitating comical characters and spotting "potential terrorist" ( QUOTE JAMJAM ) surveying the school and possible spots to plant a bomb in.
Cool weather, kinda like it though at certain point its so shivery-cold that i wish i were a polar bear. North wind, i guess :D
( Must apply Geography skills to LIFE! )
I'm determined to :
1. Study very hard.
2. Lose weight.
Gym's damn cool now. New treadmills& stepper and I found exercise buddies! I think.
School's a killer, but i can't wait for Monday.
Today's long-awaited weekend, like OMG thank God. Finally a sleep-in day! ( Tomorrow )
( See, irony again. (: )
Lit's really kinda boring ): But i chose it, so i guess, no point regretting it now.
My IC sucks, i just know it. )):
IM FEELING SO EMO NOWADAYS OMGGGGGGGGGGG SAVE ME.
AS IN LIKE LISTEN-__H SONGS-TILL-CRY KIND OF EMO??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Okay i'm weird. Shut up.
Im sleepy.
Auf Wiedersehen idiots.
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Monday, January 8
1.It's the second week of school.
2.There's a Math Test on wednesday and I'm totally not prepared. Wow.
3. Z rocks :D
4. I like my class, its fun, and i have interesting teachers--with the exception of Fatimah. Just a sight of her makes me go nauseous and weirdly,
hungry.
5. Last day of dramaclass was fun. MOZI ROCKS.
6. Hope Cat is alright. God bless them.
7. Dennis is very nice because he has agreed to coach Inez Eugenia and I MATH!! FOR FREE! hahaha actually we offered a Macs treat/month but he refused :O
8. My shoulder aches like siao.
whichremindsmeofhimdamnit.9. Hate Chinese forever. And Fatimah too.
10. But unfortunately taking Os Chinese, so have to force thyself to do more Chinese.
11. Love doing point/number forms.
12. Form teacher is very cute.
13. Gonna die for Mensuration test. Its Math.
14. Went in search for Paperchase metal case but IT WAS OOS )))))))))))))))))):
15. Bought NUTNUT'S V BELATED PRESENT INSTEAD! Its cute! :D
16. GOT MY PHONE BACK OMGOMGOMG!!!
17. Still think N's weird. Poseur GRAH!
18. OMG MY HOMEWORK!!! I HATE CHINESE! STUPID WEIXINGXIAOSHUO!
19. I WANNA BE A MONITOR! GOT POINTS KAY :D
20. I eat alot. Damn it. WHERES MOI SELF-DISCIPLINE, CHAO CHEESEBALLS!!!!!!
Auf Wiedersehen
IM DYINGGGGGGGGGGG... (fades off)
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Wednesday, January 3
One word to describe the first day of school : Boring, boring, boring.
Oops that was three.
I don't really like my class, but i guess i've to live with it since i cannot do anything about it.
Didn't bring any homework at all because i predicted that they probably won't collecting, knowing us.
And i was right! Fortune telling, anyone?
Personally, i think that today was quite a waste of time. First half of the day was wasted in the hall listening to stuffs repeated incessantly by the Wrinkled team of people.
Recess was spent slacking at the Basketball Court
, since Your Royal Highness wasn't quite in the mood to play..
Omg, i'm so boring, why am I even elaborating on such tasteless events!
I was supposed to be out after school with S1Clique but apparently everyone backed out on feather&I so we decided to go another day.
So i went to send my phone for servicing instead. Spent a boring 40+min walking around aimlessly, reading books at Popular like a no life geek.
I saw MayZhee's book! I think she's quite funny but I won't buy her book. I don't buy storybooks. Might as well borrow them, since i'll only read it once, then chuck it somewhere to feed rats. ( No I actually do not have rats at home. Exaggeration, you know? ) I like her, she has very strong opinions of her own, and she's so confident about herself, something which I can never be, no matter how I try.
Too typical a Capricorn, I am.
I'm starting to grow a little interest in horoscopes. :D
Kinda fun, its like you get to know yourself in a different light.
I'm not supposed to be
blogging. Lessons officially start tomorrow ( heartless Wrinkled Team of People! ), there's bio and math and lit, and i've completed none of the homework.
I will love Maths. I hope.
Oh, I'm procrastinating again.
And i didn't make any New Year resolutions!
Okay, i kinda did.
1. Lose weight.
2. Lose weight.
3. Lose weight.
4. *NEW!* Stop procrastinating.
I shall use Mummy's newfound secret recipe to detox everyday, even though I know that its harmful to do it often.
But oh wells, I can't be bulimic, and i just realised i
just cannot resist the temptation of FOOD to be anorexic, so i might as well be a kidney failure.....
Kidding.
I'm healthy.
So far.
I wish I could make myself puke. Then i'll puke all over
her.
No wonder she got signed. So super twofaced i didn't even realise.
Eugenia kept telling me that they are all secretly evil but innocent me didn't believe her and chose to believe that all mankind are kind. ( ! was that a little bit of pun HAHA ) Well, i guess i'm the sole survivor of the Kind Clan.
But seriously, I'm sick and tired of repeating--I always trust the wrong person, and judge him/her wrongly. I'm really losing my ability to distinguish right/wrong.
WHY?
WHY? WHY!?I cannot believe that a living person can actually be so two-faced and materialistic.
No wonder they say the media industry is corrupted............................................................
Pretend you were blind for a moment and you totally
did not see the previous sentence, okay? (:
I'm trying very hard to cut Singlish.
I'm trying very hard to not get annoyed at ignorant ahlians, like the one I saw at Popular today, who didn't even know the existence of Meg Cabot. She screached in a supposedly-kawaiizxzx voice, " OMG this is the author in Teenage!! I finally found it! " I feel disgusted and sorry for Cabot for her appearance in (coughs) Teenage.
Okay okay i'm not trying.
I won't say that the day went well for me, at least there wasn't any bloodshed accidents or anything, so i guess i should be contented.
I've finally gotten my $78 HARDEARNED MONEY!!
But Mummy wants me to deposit it into my bank account ):
And the filming money ( which i predict to be less than half of the dataentry's pay ) too. ):
I'm starting to doubt my future in that dream/goal that i've had since young. Suddenly seem so far away, again.
I'm infuriated by that poseur. I want to throw a basketball at her, see her gory smashed face and laughed at her for having no more future.
Are they all like that?
During Lit today, we discussed that Lit has no definite answer, and you're entitled to your own opinion.
No right or wrong?
Macbeth is gay.
I'm right!
Auf Wiedersehen ♥
Thanks for all the birthday wishes today, i don't mind belated, at least you still remembered, right?
♥
Tuesday, January 2
Thanks for the birthday wishes and the effort of remembering my birthday (:
I
love love love Mummy for the ASOS clutches ( not sure if the organizer will split the orders into batches, or i'll have to wait for next spree ): ) and the BodyShop makeup and the NineWest bag that Daddy said would be my present :D
The young cousin kids just
attempted to give me a "Surprise". Not really one cause they were so "open" about it.
Just had super fattening Swensens Mango IceCream cake. GAH! There goes my diet.
XIE XIE DA JIA. (:
Auf Wiedersehen ♥ ♥
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Monday, January 1
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Can't blog for long-- sister wants to use.
I very much want to summarize and blog about how the 2006 went. Pity i've got no time, homework is priority now. ( DUH, today's already Monday. )
ITS MOI BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm a little excited. (:
Supposed to go for Dimsum tomorrow but Daddy kinda sprained his leg/feet/ankle ): I'm good daughter so i decided to just stay at home (:
1st Joke of 2007 : Julian
singing at Countdown.............................
Period.
So Auf Wiedersehen, thanks in advance for all the birthday wishes. (:
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