Off to CO camp tomorrow, though im not very looking forward to it.

It'll just be like, section gathering! :D

Nothing exciting to blog, just thought that I should at least blog something, 'cause the sight of the previous post being there for so long bores me :O

I'm exciting for Sunday! YIPPEE, so many things happening.
I really don't want to leave earlier :S But i guess i've no choice.
Even tried to offer to USHER. =

GAH!

Auf Wiedersehen, having mass conversation :D:D

♥

HOLA!

Today i am a happy girl because i bought alot of things i've long wanted to get (((:
But i still feel so cheated. I trusted the Auntie so much! ):

Auf Wiedersehen, off to play pokemon (:

♥

HOLA,
I just realised ( in horror and shock ) that 4 weeks of Holidays are gone!

2 more weeks to Bali,
3 more weeks to Port Dickson,
4 more weeks to School Reopen and the beginning of a torturous year of Secondary 3, and sadly, my birthday.
But luckily this year school's starting on the 3rd. Not 2nd. At least i can have 1 whole day of my birthday to myself. (:
4-5 more weeks to 7 Jan! :O GASP! Last day of Advanced!!!!! ):
This class is much easier to get attached to.

I dread to grow attach to people, but i always do. Its becoming a great weakness.
Something to do with trusting people too easily etc etc?

-

Class was actually nice yesterday, i thought we learnt something really useful.

After that we went to watch Battle of the Wits! ANDY LAU MOVIE, damn nice.
Went to CINE to buy tickets, then Alex and GuoDan played pool, Eugenia&I went to walk around because i wanted to look for belts- jeans were on verge of dropping? D: Rushed out of house in the afternoon so.. yes.

Cat was at Expo for her performance. After her performance she came and meet us. On her way there she called and threatened us to eat with her! :O HAHA. She said that if i don't eat with her she'll tell _____ not to ________. Yeah go fill in the blanks.
HAH So scheming! But actually i was planning to go with her already so threat was useless.

Went to LongJohn's and talked alotalotalot.
Cat&Eugenia are good talking pals :D

Went to find GuoDan after that, Cat wanted to buy shades but eh i think there were like defects? So she didn't buy.

So we just went up to catch Cat's ah lau's movie :D
We were laughing about some stuffs before the movie started :D

ITS DAMN NICE. If you don't catch it you just missed out a whole lot.
But i didn't see the Korean???

5 min before the movie ended Alex GuoDan and I ran away :D
Cause we were afraid we couldn't catch the last train :S

RAN AND RAN in the end still got like a few trains. >:S

GRAH. Im tired of recalling so i shall end abruptly here.

Auf Wiedersehen.

♥

OH THE HORROR!

HUANGSHIYU GOT OUT!!!!! ):

♥

Seriously, that would be the last thing i would've thought of myself as.

Totally mismatched.

Oh heck, i've decided to throw it to the back of my mind, since its the 8918375th time you've been saying this and looking at your effort to being nice, well, congrats, you just joined my list of People that are Secretly Two-faced . I will never understand your prejudice against me.

& I just committed the biggest and grave-st mistake of the century.

The Mum just stepped in to Room.

The Scheming Mum: What are you doing?
Innocent-Me : Eh................SURFING.
TSM: Surf what?
IM: Eh, CLOTHES.
TSM: Are you sure? Why did you change window when i stepped in?
IM: ( FATAL SENTENCE : ) EH blogging! You cannot read my blog one what.
TSM: Why can't i read your blog?
IM: Because cannot lah!

She went on for approx. 1 min of " Why can't i read your blog/Show me ".

Goner.
If she finds out, the next time you see me, i'll be on newspaper.

Me and my big mouth.

♥

HAHAH
IM SUPER HAPPY

I LOVE LOVE LOVE GRACECHAN OKAY!
SHE SENT ME THE GOONG SONG I'VE BEEN SEARCHING HI&LOW FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Graces are so lovable. HAHA.

♥

I'm back.

I survived 2h of travelling.( to and fro )

SURPRISINGLY.

It was really a pointless trip. Completely waste of my time.
I left home later than i should, so i was late.
Called uncle on the way to tell him that i'll be late.
In the end he told me to alight at Newton, then he fetched me there. :D

Actually he would have reached there long ago, but he went one big round to pick me up. :D
Oops. D:

Reached there at like 230, he wasn't even there yet.
Met Jamie and her friends inside the toilet.
They ordered food, we waited for Mr Big Shot.

& Guess what, both uncle and Julian had to rush off cause they had something on at 3pm.

Ha Ha, funny, it was around 240 when he arrived.

Sat down, matched my face with my name ( surprise HUH. D: ) then the only question he can ask : HOW'S SCHOOL.

Me : Eh, are you asking me?
J : Yeah
YQ : Eh, fine? Having holidays now.
J : Oh.
YQ : Eh, yeah.

HAHA Communication breakdown! Must be Age Gap :D
Then yadda yadda, took pictures.
Then uncle kept trying to push me to, eh, him lah. So embarrassing.
Asked the waitress to help us take group picture( against the fish crabs & prawns which will soon be dead ).
After that we were like walking back to the table, then suddenly uncle ask me to go and take picture with him :S Like ALONE.
I was like :OOOO
But too late, he came over alr =
SO WEIRDDDDDD.
I think i'm getting eh, shy. HAHA.

So yeah, took.
Missed half his face at the 1st shot. ( Yes i was fully captured. He's 180+ please. )
I think my self-photography skills are deteriorating!! OH NOOOOO.
That time with J like that. Now another J also like that. HAHA. I need to PRACTISE. :D:D

I looked really weird at the 2nd ( When don't i, anyway. ) but ohwell, he's rushing off, and like so troublesome to take a 3rd :D
He was trying to see the picture but i didn't let him HAHAHA
I was like, NOOO I LOOK WEIRD, and i think he made the same face as J when i told J that. :D

Coughs.

AS YOU CAN SEE, THIS POST HAS A PURPOSE.
It is sooooooooooo not to irritate my goodfriends ( namely GRACESIMHUIXIAN ).
HAHA only Jamie knows. Okay and Uncle.

So they have that lousy weird beady thang, guess what,, he brought like a 711 bag of M&Ms =
Seriously i don't see the point in him rushing there for 5 min, then rush off.
Actually he was supposed to be free the whole day, thus our date ( :D ), but then suddenly DF arranged somethang at 3. Uncle too.
So, ohwells.

But anyway he promised us: Jamie&I a dinner treat after SA if he wins :D:D
Quite cute aye.

He could have just told us, we could have changed a date, instead of having me rushing down to the other end of SG for a pointless 5 min :S
But then Jamie's friend, eh if im not wrong its Valerie? Not sure 'bout spelling but yeah that pronounciation, said something like cause ( okay i forgot what she say but its something like : ) he didn't want to disappoint us so he still came down?

And i have officially figured out about 1 thing.
Yayee me?

& I was supposed to post the picture up ( for some UHHEM reasons ) but for an unknown reason my phone couldn't get connected to the PC =SO THE J PICTE ALSO NOT UP YET )))))))))))))):

Boohoo.

"Long time no see" - I almost said, "Eh just met on Sat?"

--

&&&! Xmas's in a month! YIPPEE.
I have a Christmas+Birthday WishList HEHEHE any kind souls wanna fulfil my wishes? ((:

Auf Wiedersehen! ♥

♥

I've been returning home late for the past few days, and the Parents aren't exactly pleased.

But i had alot of fun during that few late hours.

Monday was that thang,
Tuesday had Primary 6 Class BBQ
Yesterday was being out with others.

Yesterday's Gathering thing was quite bland, because we just listened, ate, and talked among ourselves.
Okay J. N. did try to talk to us but apparently we had some age gap problem so he left rather quickly. But it was really nice of him to actually still try and talk.

HIGHLIGHT OF THE 3 H : NICK SHEN!!!! :D
He is so cute in the cute cute way! :D

Elizabeth and I were both like OMGOMGOMGHE'S HERE when he arrived.
We were eh, staring POLITELY at him HAHAHA.
We very much wanted a picture taken but we didn't dare to ask for one.
Then Cat came and talk and everything, then he appeared behind us! ( For the buffet :D ) Then we were like OMGOMGOMG then CAT WENT TO ASK HIM TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH US. HAHAHA.

It was so weird and everythingggggggggggggggggg.
But still we got it. :D
On my phone. I would say the 2 MegaPix was really useless and lousy at that time.

Then after that we went to VIVO, cause we wanted to watch the new ANDY LAU MOVIE :O:O
Damn hot.

But when we wanted to purchase the tickets, we were told that 5 of us ( Cat Eugenia Me Alex Dan ) will be seperated ( Nevermind, because we do not mind at all. Alex and Dan can sit together and Gay :D ), and it'll be first row tickets.

Ehh, i do not want to end up like Fei4Yu4Qing1 at the end of the movie.
What's more, its ANDY LAU so we should watch it in ease and extreme enjoyment.
So we scrapped the idea.

Walked around after that, and i found out alot alot alot more shocking truths.
SEEEEEE, SO SUPERFICIAL, humans are.

First impressions really really really should not be taken seriously.

Oh God, this is rather depressing. It's like, what you see is not the truth, the truth is not what to see.
So the conclusion is you cannot even believe anything, because, well, WHAT YOU SEE IS NOT THE TRUTH!
The person might be lying and you don't know it.

White might secretly be Black underneath, Pink might secretly be disgusting Turqoise.

OH MAN!

Forget it if you don't get what i'm trying to say.
I, myself, am currently quite confused about everything in the world, so pardon me if you see me stoning, i'll be attempting to sort out alot of things and somehow figure them out.

Okay, 'nuff about all that stuffs.
Had a pleasant nightout last night still (:

Going to East Coast later :S

SO FARRRRRRRRRR. I did think about not going, but too good an opportunity for bragging&showing them whos boss to miss.

And have i mentioned, there are two demons stationed at my house for 2 whole freaking weeks.

OKAY actually they are cousins, the ONCE Cute Cousin and her sister.
She's growing up, and getting rather irritating.
I don't like it when kids go all ACT, like to suck up to the older people.
LIke WTF, don't like, doesn't work on me.

Stupid crazy 2 devils converting my once peaceful house to a noisy playground 8am in the morning, totally not considering my feelings, especially someone who slept close to 1am.
Wtf, i shouted at them and ARGH i don't know how to say but they are damn irritating.
I did try to be nicer to them, since it wasn't really their decision and choice to be staying over for 2 weeks. Cause their maid went back for a holiday cause she was extending the contract, thus theres no one at home to look after those two loudhailers.

GOD KNOWS HOW LONG MORE BEFORE I THROW THEM DOWN THE BUILDING.
Just test my tolerance, idiots.

OKAY FINE I'm supposed to be tolerating them since they are stupid kids so young, when they combine their ages they are still younger than me.
GAHH WHATEVER. ):

Two weeks of peace destroyed. Need to be out every single day, please!!

I really don't feel like taking an hour long's mrt+bus ride to East Coast just for a lunch with...........

And i think i have figured out what happened.

Auf Wiedersehen,
look HERE, its really quite inspiring.

♥

Guten Tag,
Am still loving life except that i now have a sprained ankle, and am uglier than ever.
& I finally had that after so long ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

And now i really believe in my own theory ( the one about when something good happens in your life, something bad follows to balance out ) because after that very very very very very happy night, i sprained my ankle yesterday.

Funny thing is, i was playing basketball, but i didn't sprain it while running/jumping/hopping. I just stood there, then i sprained it. HA. HA.

But if its payback for that night, i think its totally worth it.

It wasn't the show that was the best part, it was the after-show.
( Though his dancing was super hot, it can melt all the polar regions or something. )

SO HAPPY! HEHE.
After sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long.

Okay im researching again :D

NEWEYECANDY SO CUTE :D
He likes, i like.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Shucks, lost it.

Auf Wiedersehen.

♥

Disney Channel just played High School Musical.

Then they played the Dance Along.

Then the Movie was played again.

I conclude its either they have nothing to play, or they are just trying to kill us by replaying the movie over and over and over again.

♥

Just random:

I STILL LIKE EDISON CHEN, despite everyone saying that he doesn't, well, have a good character.

WHO CARESSSSSSSSSSSSSS
HES SO FREAKING CUTE.
hahahahahaha.

Okay, adeus.

♥

I decided to blog because i hate the sight of the stupid old post every time i came back to my blog. ( Thats alot of time :D )

So anyway, had to return to school today for some pointless stuffs.

When somebody is leaving then they start all the I miss you crap.
I think its total rubbish, and everyone was being very hypocritical, because i believe that when the news of a certain someone leaving was announced ( By herself. ), everyone should be secretly celebrating with fireworks in their own heart.
Since i doubt anyone will spend the extra money to really have a firework. ( That's if they can even afford it. )

Shoots, i think i'm really mean.

OHWELLOBELLO.

The Prize Presentation was super long.
& It was sorta the time that we discussed, " OH! So THAT'S ( Insert-name-here ). Gosh, she looks disgusting/gross/bitchy/revolting. " Or did we?
Okay nevermind, i'm suffering from STM.

AND GRACE GOT HER GOOD SERVICE AWARD!! WOO!!
But she got MERIT, i think she deserves Distinction.

And speaking of the Distinction award, i really don't understand why certain people can get it.
Ugh. Some who got Distinction didn't deserve it. I think.
BUT ANYWAY TRACY GOT DISTINCTION! Okay she really deserves it. And she's responsible and kind and friendly and ( add-in-nice-adjectives here ) yadda.
BUT SHE'S LEAVINGGGGGGGGGG FOR NJ! )):
My SSSPB! )): I'm so gonna miss her, even though we didn't really talk this year.
She'll do very very well in NJ. I just know it. (:

( Fine, shoot me, i know i biased. )
( Fine, shoot me again, i know my English sucks but who gives a heck I'm very sleepy now :D )

So, school had officially ended.
Big deal?
Actually i don't really like the holidays, since i've spent the past two weeks stoning at home/ slacking at CCA/ doing nothing at all.
My study table is still filled with Sec 2 stuffs, and i have no idea how to deal with them.

Speaking of Textbooks! I think the school is super mean. All the textbooks are new, meaning we can't use any used textbooks because they are different.
GGGRRR. That's like, alot of money!

Quote Grace: " I look at the price of 1 book and i say, WOW! I can buy a shirt with this money. "

TOTALLY.
In fact, i think with the new Budget Airline thang, you could actually fly to some other country with the price of 1 book, or just half the price of 1.

Money straws.

So lets see, I've done nothing constructive at all.
I haven't even printed the homeworks.

Oh WOW, and two weeks have passed, I haven't even found another job.
>:

I want to work at B&J. (:
But i'll grow fat, i think, cause they should give like, a cup of icecream per day or something?

& Nothing's pretty up for the rest of the holidays.

Mon&Tues having the Drama workshop thang, Mon might be going for the recording ( if we can get tickets, which i highly doubt so. ), Tues having Pri. 6 BBQ.
And then we'll have Percussion gathering! :D
HEHE.
And then when i finally decide to shift my butt to fix the rollerblades, i can go blading WOO!
Theres the Graduates Gathering next week.

OMG, I JUST REALISE THAT ITS ON THURSDAY! OH GOD!
I'll miss another CO! Shucks, later i get less than 75%. >:

SEE, When i have nothing, i really have nothing to do/nowhere to go.
When i have something, EVERYTHING comes at the same time.

Right. Left. Up. Down.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Okay nevermind.

And i still don't know what to wear.

OHOHOH, You know, A LEVELS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

It means alot to me! Because that means the Elder Sister is finally free! Then she can help me buy things online/ go shopping with me ETCETC WOOOO.
& Recently we talk alot. As in, she has been in a constantly-happy-mood. Which is really good :D
So she's really nice and all. :D

Im going shopping, Im going shopping, Im going shopping on the sunny sunny SUNDAY!

YAYEE!!!

Ooh, next week will be a good week.
OH, my group hasn't even met for onceeeeeeee to discuss about the create a new character thing! ): ( Okay, grammar a bit weird. )

INEZ GOH! You are very busy! :D

I can't wait to go to her house to see her cute little dog, though i'll probably run away from it at first. ( HAHA TOO SHY :D )

Imma happy girl, in my happy world~~
( Not barbie. )

Auf Wiedersehen/Adeus/Ciao/ZaiJian!

♥

WOAH.

I AM UPSET.

ALL THE NICE INGREDIENTS MUMMY&I BOUGHT AT NTUC TO COOK NICENICE MEESUA HAS BEEN USED BY THE GRANDFATHER TO COOK WEIRD SEPERATE DISHES THAT IS SUPPOSED TO GO WITH FRIED RICE FROM LEFTOVER RICE.

GRAH!!!!!!

MY MEESUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

♥

Hola,
I just had a nice and pleasant ( haha ) msn conversationi with Sheila.
HAHAH, and MAN do we have things to talk about.

So anyway, CO today was rather slack, because the Juniors were practising the Basics.
And looking/listening to them practising, we, weren't very positive about..our..future.

NO OFFENCE. Can be improved! :D

& We got the set piece today.

Either the composer hates percussion, or he simply loves percussion too much to tire us.

Because our part, or at least, my part, was so easy, i practised sitting down.

But somehow squirrel's part's not very easy. :O
He secretly loves her.
Or maybe they were past-life-enemies.
Either that.

Practice was still rather interesting because we are interesting people.

& Sharon told me EDISON CHEN will DIE in THE GRUDGE 2!! OH DEAR!
HOW COULD THEY! He's like, the hottest thing in the movie. :OOOOOO
I wanna watch. But im scared.
So.....
Forget it :D

So after CO, i was contemplating if i should drink bubbletea :D
I COULDN'T DECIDE!
Because, well, i'm supposed to be on a diet ( remind me how many times i've said this word but never put my word to action? ) and i guess that bubbletea is quite fat BUT I REALLY FELT LIKE DRINKING.

So guess what i did.
While walking, or rather standing while on an escalator down Mrt Platform, i decided that i shall hand my fate to my ez-link card.

Rather, the amount on the card. It'll decide my Fate.

If its Odd, i'll drink. Even, i'll not.

And then, the time came! Two gigantic red teeth-like doors right infront of me!

I took a bet with fate and TAPPED the white Roxy pouch on the horrendous surface that read something like, " Ez-link card here ".

I peeped at the flat and narrow monitor and saw the numbers staring back at me,

" Amount Left: $5.05 "

Seems to be laughing at me, " HAHAHA You're going to turn fat! HOHO "

I know i shouldn't follow the silly game. Half of me desires that cool ( cool as in COLD ) drink with that round, sweet pearls swirling in my mouth, dancing on my fat tongue. Half of me is pleading me to turn round, head home, not to indulge in that innocent-looking, yet sinful drink.

Very very unfortunately, greed took over me.

I succumbed to the temptation of that evil-thingy-in-that-plastic-cup.

- OKAY, i was bored.

( As you can see i'm so going to suffer in Lit next year, so God bless me. )

OH DID I MENTION theres a new SweetTalk in 883?!?!?!?!

THATS LIKE, HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

Those evil businessmen, out to ruin people's diet plans.

GRRRRRRRRRR.

Okay, just ignore me.

Jogging @ 640 tomorrow.
Then basketball.

Supposed to be iceskatingday, but cancelled.
NEVERMIND :D

Supposed to be going to Inez's house to play with her cute dog for group meeting, but cancelled.
OHWELL =
Eh, WHY IS EVERYONE CANCELLING OUT ON ME?! >:O
BOO! ):

Okay, the Dad is bugging The Me to sleep.

So The Me is going to sleep now so The Me can wake up Tomorrow for The Workout.

Auf Wiedersehen. (:

♥

HELLO EVERYONE (1&2) AT MY TAGBOARD :D
Okay just a few.

I'VE GOT NOTHING TO UPDATE.
Zilch.

My life is boring.

The only thing exciting is that i'm still breathing. ( SURPRISE! )

Other than that, i'm still as fat & ugly & stupid & fat & ugly & stupid & boring.

Today's class was boring. Just filming, then practising, then stone for the entire lesson.
& I WAS LATE!
I was stuck in the middle of a stupid traffic jam.
I left the house at like, 2.30?! I was supposed to reach at around 2.50, ended up the jam was really, eh, JAM, so. yeah. LATE ):
Then practise, film, stoned, looked at how horrendous i look, listen, copy, off.
Met my parents at J8 after that.
I DRANK COFFEE BEAN. hehehe.

Okay i may sound very, eh, sua ku, but to me, coffee bean is quite a luxurious thing so i don't drink it often.
When i finally bear to part with my money, a small drink of Pure Chocolate cheers me up quite a lot to compensate the 5.10. Somehow.

( But i think i also realise that the amount of calories im consuming is equivalent to the amount of (eh, ) satisfaction( ? ) i'm (eh,) having. )

Okay that sounded kind of wrong.

Then i ate takopachi :D
Shared with Sisterie. Its impossible to finish 3 by myself, cause i'll turn sick at the 3rd one.

I told her fish flakes were alive.

Think she bought that. (:

GRAH, i'm super bored.

Auf Wiederseheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

♥

I bet SBD doesn't work.

I feel fat and disgusting, and noone will go gym with me! ):

I have tuition tomorrow, it'll be the last one (:

I feel sick. :S

Im disgusting, i need to bathe! But im supposed to go down to take something from my auntie. So i can't, now.
I will, later.

IM NOT MAKING SENSE!

I spent the whole day at home doing nothing.
EXCEPT EATING. Oh wt.

Maybe i should try SBD afterall.
But i won't succeed.

Really.

I WANT A PAIR OF GOJANE, awmagod. ):
WO YAO WO YAO WO YAO.

I seriously need a job!!!!!!!!!!!
Or just money.

Im boring i dont have a life.

Auf Wiedersehen.

♥

I dare to say that all those who did not join us at the class chalet were stupid because they missed out a whole truck load of fun (:

Some class chalet, with only 12 people turning up?
Thanks for the support.

I'm really exhausted and worn out, like never before.
Im not sure if its because of the 2-3 h sleep, or the attempts to workout after BBQ, or whatever.
MANY MANY THANKS for those nice people who turned up! (:
( Grace Regina Shirley Karon Peiwen Melissa Siyun Sining Cheryl Tomoe Gets Choryi & Mrs Nath and her cute son! :D )

Might update details + photos again!

Just 1, though it cannot really show the amount of fun we had. (:



♥ Auf Wiedersehen.

♥

Yesterday was a whooooooooooole load of fun.

The class was okay, quite fun, though we had rehearsals most of the time & that shocking appearance of someone rather repulsive.

Okay i left this part hanging here for about 45 min cause i was settling the MANY problems on class chalet.

RAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WHO CAN HELP TO CHECK IN?!?!?!

Okay, back to the topic.

After the class, a whole big group of us went to eat dinner. Wanted to go to Macs initially but there wasn't enough space for all of us ( Think 13 People space. Quite impossible for Fast Food Chain ) because the tables were occupied by people studying, or just sitting there playing pokers cards. Tsk.
They wanted to go to the other bigger Macs in the central but halfway there we decided to eat Crystal Jade.

Took some time to take orders cause we were laughing and everything.

ORDERED RAMEN. I was super shocked when it came cause the portion was so big it can probably feed a whole village in Ethiopia or something.

Stuffed myself silly and i really felt like my stomach was going to burst anytime and i was going to die or something. Plus the adults were damn funny i kept laughing, which made the ache worst.

GAH. :D

& To make you jealous: I paid 5 bucks for a huge bowl of Zha Jiang Ramen + Delicious Mango Pudding ((:
Thanks to the super kind and nice adult(s?) (:

After the dinner we went to PartyWorld at around 9pm :O
( Minus Cheryl & Eugenia & eh, whats his name? )
SANG WITH INEZ! :D
& I discovered that Honey Lemon is very nice.

Left at around 11.45, when Inez&My curfew were 11.
Eh, well.

Left by train. Some funny things happened :D
Alighted at AMK to wait for them, etc.

& Cxyon ( Say : SHAWN ) taught me how to sing from diaphragm!
He's damn pro okay! He can impersonate Andy Lau ( :O ) & Jacky Cheung & anyone! He can just listen then follow. Even Jay Chou okay. And he can do the LAAAAAAAAA thing for 1 min :O:O
Which is 60 sec, which is very long, in case you have no idea.

Then alighted at Yishun, walked all the way to Inez's 'Dad''s house and i discovered alot of things :O
Then they fetched me home!
Daddy called on the way cause it was already 12.40 + :O:O Way past said-curfew.

So then i reached home and received a greeting from Mum with this face which i have no idea how to describe. :S But didn't get scolded. My parents are super reasonable. (:

OMG OMG OMG _______ SO HOT NOW.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D::DD::D

okay. :O

AUF WIEDERSEHEN, tomorrow is class chalet, YIPPEE FOR THE FUN, BOO FOR STILL NOT HAVING ANYONE TO CHECK IN FOR US.

♥

Between this post and the previous post :

1. Got out of house to get something from Grandmother.
2. Slippers broke, limped up home.
3. Felt better. Maybe its the breeze.
4. Got sacked of my first job :D:D:D:D
I'm actually relieved, in a way, cause i can finally sleeeeeeeep now! ((:
Was very very pissed cause i thought i got cheated of $80 pay! But the person said he'll give the money. Not sure of amount yet.
5. Chalet almost settled.
6. Feel better!
7. Need to workout workout and starve myself.

Auf Wiedersehen!
My eyes are tired. They'll have their well-deserved rest now :D

♥

Busted.

Well, sorta, anyway.

I'm feeling very veeeeeeeeery depressed without any reason.

WELCOME BACK, moodswings.
Did not miss you a single bit.

Just now i tried it again, but failed failed failed.
I'm upset.

Now i cannot sssssslaccccccccck already. >:((

I hate the stupid #55 show.
Everyone is so scheming.
Its so deceptive. Everyone looks so nice and kind and harmonious but they are secretly hiding something from each other.

I've got 4 more disc left to Goong. I refuse to watch it tonight.
I don't want it to be over ):
Why is Goong2 so unrelated. I hate Se7en, he can go make up stupid names all day long and leave Goong2 alone please. Tsk.

THEY ARE JUST USING THE NAME TO DRAW ATTENTION, freaking attention straws!

RRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOAAAAAARRRRRRRRRR

Been long since you last read posts like this, no?

I guess thats Life. You can't have happy times all the time. Its as if God is jealous or something, so he cooks up something terrible to set you back.
This is for pessimistic people, like me. ( at least for now )

Normally i would have said something politically-correct and optimistic like the setbacks are to mould you into a better person, obstacles are to make you grow up and mature etc etc etc.

Who are we trying to deceive?!

How many thousands, even millions of people have succumbed to obstacles and problems? In my current state i'll say that setbacks dragged people down instead of pushing them up.

Oh, i'm not making sense. Whatever.

( By the way, no offence to anyone. CANT YOU SEE IM IN A SUPER BAD MOOD!!!!! ): )

See, i'm bottling up hatred and frustrations within me. I need to puke them all out.

Oh right, i forget about my inability to make myself vomit.

Life's a bitch.

Actually i would like to think of Life as a guy, so

Life's a jerk.

Makes much more sense.

This time even playing piano doesn't help to calm me down. Instead, i got more frustrated.

I NEED A JOB A JOB A JOB that isn't boring.
GRAAAAAAHHHHHH.

I feel like going to the beach. Or the stargaze. Or to die.
Nah, kidding.

I think.

♥

I seriously have got no idea how long can i take all this 4h sleep/day just for some shopping money.
It's draining my energy, and i've got rugly dark eye circles and probably water retention from this as well.

DANG DANG DANG.
Money is hard to make.

I'm having irregular sleep times now and its only the start. 2 more months to go. ):

GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

It's (almost) the end of the first week of holidays! Nothing productive i've done so far. ): Well, 'cept for this data entry crap.

I am so finishing Goong goong goong goong soon!!!!!! ((((((:

Oh holy crap, my shoulder hurtssssssssssssssssssssss.

Everytime my shoulder hurts, it makes me think of ___. If that person even ever really existed, that is.

Today is Try-Yoshinoya-For-The-First-Time-In-My-Soon-15-Years-Of-Life day! (:
Haha :D
I've never dared to try, because the Elder Sister has once advised me not to.
The broccoli looks attractive, though. So i thought i'd try it today.
& Maybe will go swimming!

YIPPEE. But i don't want to get tanned, Xuan wants to get tanned.
I think i'm tanned enough. Any tanner you'll have to spot me by my white glimmering(?) teeth at night.

Daddy got his new car today!
It's a stupid decision to scrap the previous one and buy another brand new car, because this new one is smaller than the previous one!
Daddy refuses to admit that its smaller.

Actually, technically they are of the same size : 2000cc. But somehow this new one is just, SMALLER? The back seats are so crammed and everything.

The colour is nice, though. Looks quite posh :D
Still like the previous one better. Tch =/

I've been eating 1-2 meals a day and its totally not working. I've not even shed a hair!
Okay maybe i have. BUT you get my drift.
Induce vomitting doesn't work.
Or rather, i don't know if it even works because i cannot even make myself puke.

Tried the poking-throat thang but all it does is to somehow activate some salivary gland such i don't vomit, but in a way, spit.

Ugh, gross.

WHY CAN'T I VOMIT AT ALL?!
I'm abnormal and weird. )):

I need to play basketball! ):

Shall go swimming often again. =/

Class chalet is next week!! :O
I just realised. And guess what, we've not ordered/planned the BBQ food yet.
SIGHSIGHSIGH.

Maybe i'll do it tomorrow.

YAYEE ITS NEXT WEEK! ((:

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SURVEY! ( I heart surveys :D )
From Meg's blog (:


1. I've come to realize that my ex...
is in the future?

2. I am listening to..
myself typing :D

4. I love...
UHHEM :D Myself. Myself, and Myself.
& 2P! (:

5. My best friend(s)...
doesn't really exist. I'm not very sure, actually =/

6. I don't understand...
WHY I CANNOT VOMIT. )))))):

7. I lost...
nothing but hair. GGRR.

8. People...
like to live in self denial.

( Think my Daddy. )

9. The meaning of my display name is...
to ask 2P to co-operate and tell me if their parents are fetching them to chalet so we can have an adult to help us check in?

10. Love is.....
nutured when you pity someone, then try to accomodate him.

:D

GOONG :D

11. Somewhere, someone is...
gorging herself silly with delicious food yet not putting on a pound. GGRR.

12. I will always...
be fat and ugly. GGRR

13. Angels are...
anorexic people wearing doughnuts on their heads.

14. I never want to...
BE FAT AND BEING UNABLE TO VOMIT. I cannot help it >:
16. When I woke up this morning...
i wanted to go back to sleep.

17. I get annoyed when....
PEOPLE SQUEEZE MY SHOULDER.
zomg. I HATE IT HATE IT. WHY CANT PEOPLE JUST UNDERSTAND AND KEEP THEIR HANDS TO THEMSELVES!!! >:

18. I am thinking about...
ways to make myself vomit :O
&. some.thing.body.

19. My friends are...
so great and wonderful everyone is jealous that i have themmmmmm!! :D

20. Last night I...
ate a huge plate of hokkien mee omg! :O
& watched goooonnnnnnnnngggggggggg (((((:

"If i can have you, i can breathe."

omg [:

21. Today I...
have got nothing much planned except to watch Goong, Goong, and more Goong! :D

22. Tonight I will...
watch the v nice #55 HK drama, then Goong! :D

23. It would be nice...
if i were eh, anorexic? :D
( okay i picture alot of glares. )

24. I really want...
__________________________________ ( secret :D )
eh,, to be SKINNIER? :D

25. The person that I want to have beside me..
will arrive in HK today ):
Is not just anyone, but ___. Okay forget it.

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Don't doubt my A1 for Mathematics!
I copied&pasted this from Meg's blog.

I wonder where have Questions 3 & 15 escaped to, too.

♥

My mother broke the horrible truth to me :
I will most probably miss the lesson on 23 Dec. )):

ITS THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON OF THE 10!!!!!

Auf Wiedersehen,
while i go kill myself.

♥

♥KJH