I woke up with a quitesorethroat, got prepared, changed into class tee and left for school.

On the journey to school it rained! I was just thankful for the nice weather when i suddenly realised that raining puts off alot of activities that were supposed to go on today.

Such as the Teachers' run, basketball betweeen students and teachers, and the whole day on the whole.

Bummer >:

& Because of the rain i reached school late, so the class tees arrived late. In the end we just brought everything to the Hall to distribute.

Turns out some sizes were wrong. Didn't fit at all, especially poor Rachel's! ):
We got her 28, according to the measurements she should be able to fit into it nicely but it was too too too waaaaay too small.

Like the biggest size of Topshop Mini.

One of the VP, if she's still counted one, wore Uniform!
She looked hilarious, with her hair gel-ed up and all.

Was looking for Ms Stella cause curry told me she's wearing uniform too! But i couldn't find her.
Saw LWW instead, and he looked hilarious and eh, funny.

Okay fine i have limited vocab.

Everything went fine, though a little boring because they abolished the funny awards! Though they do it every year but its still fun. Bad move to exclude it.

Then we had to do the ACES workout! I thought it was just a Primary-school thang. It's quite lame, so i didn't do it. Went to toilet with ABC and jm instead.

Class tee looks weird on me. =/

When we went back to the hall, we were told to go back to our respective classrooms to have eh, our own party =/
We didn't even plan one :D

Anyway Mrs N didn't go back to our.

Then ChorYi said Ms Stella is leaving to Taiwan!!!!

& I didn't even buy any teachers' day present. OOPS.

So anyway i was SHOCKED so i stood at our classroom door and shouted,

" MS STELLA.... MS STELLA SU XI RU! "

Of course i didn't get any answer. So i went over to 2 Faith and asked Regina ( New ) where Ms Stella is.

Then she pointed to this whole bunch of students.....

AND I SAW MS STELLA!!!!

In the midst of the students :D
Somemore eh, she's not very tall :D I'm taller than her! :O

I screamed around abit and ran back to class to take my phone because i want to take pictures!


Regina Grace Stella YuQing!

HAHA She looks like another student right!
( Picte un-clikable because i look super unglam )

Took more pictures with her camera too :D



Ms Stella and, eh, random people from her class.

So cute right! :D

Anyway, while taking pictures i said,
" TEACHER! After you leave who's gonna teach us Home Econs?! ", horrified.

" Huh i'm only going to go for four days what! "

!!!! MISCOMMUNICATION.
Stupid ChorYi! I was so sad.

& you know what, she's going to Taiwan to find the MAN OF HER DREAMS! SO CUTE, ROMANTIC AND DRAMATIC!!

Haha so anyway after this we went to Teachers' room to give a couple of teachers their presents. Not me though :D

Then it was BASKETBALL! I screamed till i have a sorethroat now.

JIAOLIAN was fabulous! And Mrs N. played!!! SO SO CUTE! :D
The teachers cheated lah ahya! :D
TH VPs cheated too.

Woah good example :D

Then went to New Specs stand, ACES workout again! This time 'round i did it.
Quite fun :D

Then we were dismissed, yadda, and i came back home.

I ATE NASI LEMAK AND DURIAN omg. :O
Then i fell asleep, and woke up with a terribly terribly sore throat )):

Auf Wiedersehen.
While i prepare for Result Show Live.

♥

Few things quick :

1. PPR : improved but i'm sure i could have done better. Nevermind. I'll work hard for T4. ( tell me that's the first time i'm saying that, or does that line sound familiar? ) Mrs N. said its okay but i can push myself harder.

2. Basketball : Quite bad, actually. CARROT! Don't take it too seriously 'kay (: "Take a chill pill!" Its because of some other people luh. Hz said it felt weird because this time the 'fight' or rather, scream did not involve me. And i was the one asking them to relax. Needs some getting use to, huh. See MUMMY, the drama class did help.
& I kinda sprained my left ankle. Right.

3. Term 3's studying days officially ended today. How fast. Actually somehow i'm quite glad it ended.

4. Muggalicious is going to mug hard (: We can do it (:

5. There was a storm today. Not just rain. So super heavy. It's quite cool actually, just the drenched part.

6. Class tshirt didn't turn out as nice as expected. I'm disappointed. And i'm so sorry, 2 Purity ):

7. SAW SAW SAW someone exciting before collecting tshirts!!!!!!! So cute so cute. He was wearing the same shirt :D:D:D

8. Hello HuiZhen's sister.

9. I'm so tired i can just die. Okay maybe not now. Not Yet.

10. I know i'm not feeling very well yet i ate Shrooms Burger meal and drank bubble tea today. Great, just great.

Auf Wiedersehen.

Tuition today, then hopefully rush back for last 1/2h of SI.

I think 2P will be disappointed too )): ( with the shirts. )

JIAOLIAN and CHERYL will win tomorrow's pointless match! (:

♥

Tomorrow is the End of the World!

At least, probably my world.

Actually i don't want my World to end so soon! Not when i haven't had any pumps. Maybe after my retail therapy after exams.

Reminder to self: bring tissue tomorrow.

I'm expecting for the worst, which is probably going to happen, anyway. ):

We got a lecture from Mrs. N. about our "terrible literature results" today. We were told to "wake up".

I'd cry if this was a whole long dream. Not when something so pleasant happened on saturday!

I keep having scary and weird dreams. They are mostly of things i've been thinking alot about. Maybe theyre signals, or maybe the future. To prevent me from taking a wrong step.

Wooo i'm secretly psychic! :D

We had a wonderful basketball match(s?) today!
Played with a certain UHHEMHOUHHEMPE class today. Gits who think they're really cool and good.

Well i think we played well, considering that we've already played for about 20 mins before that.

My shooting sucks, but ohwells, let's not get into that in case i keep going deeper and deeeeeper.

I'm not making sense :O

Sharon and Curry bought teachers' day cake and a 'bouquet' of flowers for WeiLaoShi on behalf of DAJI!
She was really touched when we brought in the cake.
Meant to be a surprise but i think she already saw the flowers before that.

OHwells.

OH and before CCA today, grace me hz jm went to eat Cup noodles! :D
We were filling the cups with hot water when this little cute girl in her kindergarten uniform stood infront of the Snack thing.

You know that tube-like salty snack?

So Jm asked if she wanted it, and she said YES.
Jm asked if she had money to pay for it, she said YES.

Ended up she had 20 cents in her hands, and that thang costs $1.30.

She looked really pitiful, like she really wanted to have that Snack for didn't have money because she's well, 4 years old.

So we treated her!
I gave her $1.
Grace gave her 10 cents :D

Her maid, who was on the phone, came back and wantd to just bring her home but we told her we're buying that thing for her and she was like, " no need lah! "

We insisted, so she just said " say thank you to jiejie!"

She's so adorable! (:

Her name is Megan.
(cute little girls get pink fonts for their names in my blog! :D)

HAHAHAH! Fellow ABC mate!

So anyway Jm filled the cardboard box with the snack and gave Megan, i led her to the counter and paid (:
She's so so so super cute ((:

When she left she said "bye bye jiejie! "

& I was very happy after that (:

OH MAN i love kids man. :D

SHE'S SO CUTE! Pity i didn't manage to get a picture with her ):

So many cute little kids! Rhean, Shernice, Raven, and now Megan!!! (:
HAHA cute little kiddos make me so happy (:

JESSICA rocks! She got me tickets again (:
I think my juniors are cute. HEHE.

Only my juniors are cute and nice. All the other sec ones suck.

Like the group who stupidly pasted some double-sided tape and got a scolding from me. They totally messed with the wrong person.
& That freaking irritating sec one person who played basketball today.
WHATS HER PROBLEM
She almost banged COACH ( JIAO LIAN. ) down.

I will bang her tomorrow, if she plays.

I can't wait to see our Class tee!
Syl's being so cute and excited about it :D

Okay The Parents are back.
Oh the Dad isn't back yet.

The Qi Jie guy from the Channel 55 HOtel Show is cute! :D

Auf Wiedersehen.



Wish me luck.
( Its a command, not request. )
Or i'll shoot you.

♥

-Clarke Quay

I've been on this page for about 5 min, figuring out what to wrote while eating peach halves. (:

I am still very happy for the same reason(s).

Anyway today's basketball was good!

FURRY BANANA HUHUHU are the CHAMPIONS!!

Okay actually we tied with Horlick Pink.
Ahyo we have weird teamnames.

Today was quite relaxed. We were supposed to write down some Tagore's poem while LuoLaoShi reads it out during Chinese ( duh ).

After that was PE, which is really fun but tiring.
Lost to Charlyne's group ):
But ohwells, i think we did our best and we had some wonderful team spirit! (:

There goes half of the day.
The other half was even more relaxed.

I went to buy BlueIce after PE, then headed back to class.

& I felt so cheated because suddenly BlueIce tastes BITTER! :O

It looked so innocent!

So gross. The bitter taste lingered in my mouth. EW. I used to love it.
Before it turned bitter.

Maybe its life was bad.
( bad, bitter. get it? )

I just sat on my seat during recess and stoned. After a while i listened to Christina Aguilera (:
WOAH super nice (:

{ Side: Oh shoots I just knew that the Home Econs project is due tomorrow :S:S }

Then Grace came back from her recess with Carina and Cassandra.
Talked about stuffs like shopping online :D

Ms Stella came in class for Home Econs! Yayee! Saved us a trip up to the Kitchen.
& She was very cute, she said:

" Eh class do you know that today is Independence day? "

I was stunned, shocked and horrified because i thought that i didn't know that there's actually an Independence day in Singapore.
But hey, isn't that like National Day?

" You all can go to the library to do researches on home econs! "

Chey.
Oh but Independence day sounds better than National day.

So we were being very independent! :D

Went up to the library. We wanted to just sit on the couches but they were (unfortunately) occupied by evil-looking people.

So we grabbed the only 3 copies of Seventeen. They look so pathetic, like somebody just had a fashion crisis and was desperately looking for help.

Nevertheless the mags were still good cool and TEMPTING.

All the prices have to be multiplied by 1.65.
How annoying ):

We were discussing about ugly/pretty girls, and we discovered that a 13 year old American girl looks about double her real age.
And the 20+ one looks like 10+.

:O
Maybe they have some funny growing problem. They grow backwards. Like they grow younger as their age increases.

:O:O!
Can you imagine this grown woman crawling out of her mother's.....................................


OKAY NEVERMIND.

But anyway YES theres this super super cool sneakers. Which is probably only available anyotherwhere than Singapore.

We were having so much fun discussing about all things in Seventeen, laughing at Grace's banana split joke and being disgusting by the story in Seventeen until the librarian heartlessly chased us out.

So we went to the ABC Hideout and had somemore soul-baring! ( / bearing? )
Actually it was more of secret sharing.

We talked about something that i've never really talked to friends about before.
Feels a little weird but fun!
Its like, eh our friendship upgraded.
Or something.

And we went on a rollercoaster ride!
The one near school. WOOOOOO.


Only smart people can see it.

We had to come back when we heard the dreadful bell ):

Did some PW reflection after that. Ahhh crap.

Regina has some weird weird RETRO pen that can be written on table.

So i wrote, ' Regina has a cool pen, which is cooler than her. '

Rhean dropped by class at 1.30! She's so cute :D
Grace made her wear that hawaii thing!







Then Grace decided to wear it herself. :D



Tried to tie french braid on her but unfortunately failed ):



WOO. Only after writing everything out then i realise how much fun i had today.
Seems like everything's normal.

I don't know.

YAYEE Class tees on thursday!

2 Weeks to mock exams.
No matter how i try to pressurize myself, i don't feel any stress now.

Oh darn.

Auf Wiedersehen.

Watch out for ants stealing your food.

♥

All i want to say is:

1. I'm feeling much much better after clearing things up with the people involved. And to the you-know-whos, i really treasure the friendship and i really really heart you alot.

2. Many thanks for Daniel for hearing me out, commenting, suggesting and saying weird stuffs. :D

3. GRACE! Gratitude unexplainable with words (:

4. 2 important people made my day. Really. Never been so happy for a while. (((((:

5. Thanks to Alicia, Christabel, Charlotte! No. 4 wouldn't have happen if not for them. & My cousin (:

6. I am really really really very happy. Love the two alot.

7. Honey Lemon! (:

No wonder they say when you are at your worst, your luck will change for the better. Or something like that.

Oh Thank God for life.

♥

This is a confessions post.

{ Be prepared! It'll be a little long }

There are a lot of things going through my mind these few days weeks.

I need to get it out before I try something funny!!

Okay actually that's Grace. She's only posing for the camera!

F/ship problems, schoolwork, a lot a lot and a lot.

Maybe I'm just trying to act like i'm actually troubled etc by well, piling things up unnecessarily.

Actually i'm in a duper good mood today and i don't really wish to say why in case i irritate somemore people in the process.

{ Side : OH MAN I so heart Aguilera. And Carrie Underwood }

School's getting really stressed, with the endofyear examinations coming up and all.
That wasn't it.

I witness a dramatic change. I hope that's vague enough.

I've been bottling it up for a very long time. I'm surprised i can actually tolerate it for such a long time.

All i'm going to say about it is, I'm really truly shocked at how people can really change.

I know i've said this for 9283749234 times but this is the most dramatic of all. Its as if i was in a Hong Kong Drama or something.

The drastic change in a certain one, the hypocrisy, and all the pretense.

Shoots, now i'm upset. ):

OKAY BEFORE I GET ANYMORE DEPRESSED, I would really really want to say that
I HEART EVERYONE WHO'S ALWAYS BY MY SIDE, WITHOUT FAIL (:

Great thanks to Grace & Megan for letting me have the greatest, best, truest laugh i have for the past weeks on Thursday.
ABC ABC ABC!

& I love my CCA mates : Sharon the squirrel who's always listening to whatever grumbles i have without complaining :D Curry for being sucha wonderful SL! Jessica for being the Loveliest junior everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr alive! :D & YUP Celine and Xinru for just being in there! :D




Shoots, its as if i've got a terminal disease and i'm going to die soon.

I won't die so soon! I have 9237891345 unfulfilled wishes.

& I think i've never really mentioned how much i love my class, 2 Purity.
Although there are some people who i've never really talk to but that doesn't mean i don't like themmm! Ahya, difficult to try to talk to 40 ( minus RuiYi in china now ): ) people everyday :D
These few days had been really really fun, playing cards and talking and laughing.
It's the first time i really feel like Wow we're really a class. Not just technically, but eh, well, spiritually?
2 Purity rocks my life. I've never been more serious. ( Okay fine maybe i have. That's not the point. )

& I really really really really heart THIO ZHIXUAN, my beloved cousin. Though you really step on my nerves alot alot of times by COPYING ME. >: \ Okay nevermind you've made it up to me by always being there and i mean always. Talking about everything, and when i say everything its really everything. From school life, about SI, about some random people, about friends and about life in general. You're the only one who'll go to anywhere with me when i ask you to : random visits to library, just sitting down there reading recipes, going to the ever-so-boring Causeway Point, walking about aimlessly and talking, going to RS as much as you would rather go dating with your BF ( stop denying! ),




Shut up, i know i look weird.

going to MCS sometimes,
and everywhere i feel like going. You're always there to accompany me! You're the bestest friend, though youre actually my cousin, ever. All my 14 years of life, you've been here! Having sleepovers when we were young, talking about crushes watching stupid shows talking stupid pictures playing stupid games AND ALOT ALOT MORE.
( But SMALL REQUEST : Will you stop copying me!! )

& I heart FEATHER KAYA NUTNUT JIEMIN LYDIA QIAOWEI CASSANDRA. Especially FEATHER for being a terrific listener! (:

Of course, there's many other important people in my life but if i continue Eunice will never read my blog again :D

Now for some self-reflection.


{ Breaktime! Take a drink before continuing. }

I really appreciate all the people who can stand my short-temper, lame-ness, bossiness ( or bossyness? okay whatever. ), irritatingneeeeeessssss ( fine i know there's no such word ) & alot more.

I know i've irritating a whole truckload of people with all the SI thang.
I've realised. But i don't think thats serious enough to get stabbed by an invisible knife at. (, period )
I tried to restrain, but sometimes i couldn't help it. Its ME. Me. Me. =/
I apologise to all the people ( you know who you are ) that i have annoyed with all that stuffs.
I promise i'll continue to restrain, or try to stop.

& I know i keep acting like a bitch.

Anyway CAN YOU JUST DO ME A FAVOUR and tell me when i'm irritating you ( you, in general. ).

I'll gladly accept the criticism. I mean it. I won't do anything to you.


I promise i won't poke you with Pokey!

Really!

Oh By the way, Pokey's the lovely cactus that LongBean RetroTeddy & Zhenlongbao gave me (:

Suddenly i don't think life is that dreadful afterall!

YAYEE!

--

Had a wonderful basketball match today during recess! Though i must admit the grouping is a little unfair.

Sorta celebrated Kayayaya's birthday today! (:
Walked to Feather's class after lessons, then went to 2W to find the Birthday Girl Bung Girl. ( Clears throat. )

Her classmates were so nice! They gave her a terrific surprise. :D
And she cried! Can you believe it!! KAYA CRIED.

So classic, how can i miss taking a shot!


Aww


:D

( Lyd actually tried to make the flame on the candles go off by fanning it with a Chinese Ring File from approximately 2m away. And she deny that she's bimbotic. She tried to blow at first. )

She was so touched!

Look at her FLOWERS :O:O




5 Sunflowers, 4 roses! :O:O

I think her classmates are wonderful.

Headed town after that.

We wanted to get rid of Kaya's bung image but she wasn't cooperative!
This shirt no, this shorts too short.

In the end we still bought her this Esprit shirt.
She probably relented only because Lydia complained that she was very choosy and she needed to leave.

Ohwells.

HAHA It was quite funny carrying the whole bunch of flowers around.

I thought people will think that we're volunteery students selling flowers for charity or something.






Look how happy she is! :D

( I can picture Feather laughing now. :D )

The flowers are quite dying because Lyd the Bimbo held it like a plastic bag and started jumping around.

On the way back home i suggested Kaya to talk to them!
& we thought of names.

Like Kayaya, Kakaya, Kakayaya, Kakakayayaya, Kakakakayayayaya.

Or

SunnyKaya 1, SunnyKaya 2, SunnyKaya3, SunnyKaya4, SunnyKaya5,
RosieKaya1, RosieKaya2, RosieKaya3, RosieKaya4.

:D

I had great fun (:

The only downside today was the stupid Physics Test.

The setter of the paper is such a CowHead.


Ahya, actually this is a very nice Cheese Sandwich Biscuit :S

Auf Wiedersehen!

Watch out for Moths in your bathroom.

♥

Guten tag.

I feel too lazy to blog properly.

Today is a busy day, because i've to rush through a certain last-minute work ):

And i think i screwed up the Xiao Shuo ):

But, ohwells, right now i must finish Village by the Sea :D
( Yes i'm still reading it. )

I'm still quite affected by the Channel 55 show )):

AHHH! Its super super super sad as boring as it sounds in my blog.

Anyway, there's lotsa thangs going on this week.

Lit test, physics yadda.

& Then it'll be hopefully enrichment week! But there's no news of it so maybe they ate the enrichment week up >: (

Basketball was duper fun today!
Wonderful teamwork we had.

Furry Banana Hu Hu Hu!

Okay we do have a weird teamname. CUTE WHAT. ( glares )

I'm eating my lunch! ( 5.20pm ) Okay that's random.

OH OH! I just found out that Snakes on the Plane ( or something like that. too lazy to check ) IS NC 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHH!! What is their problem?!!? ( Does super-scary-glare )

J's mum is the cutest mother on Earth ( well, next to my mummy, of course :D )

" I swear, i SWEEEEEEAR i didn't know that my son was so cute!!! "

HAHAHA She didn't really have to SWEAR :D

-

I do not want any SI contestants to get out ):
I like all of them.

I liked Mathilda ( with h/ without? ). ):

Ohwells.

BTW, the hatesite is the extreme.

They are going overboard.

But he is strong, he will pull through!
(well, after eating my toblerone :D )

-

I think 2P rocks.

We have super nice classmates!!

& Furry Banana hu Hu Hu is totally GOOOOOOOOD.

Muahahahahah.

Shoots, i'm insane.

SPEAKING OF INSANITY, ASHLEY is totally crazy.

She is obsessed with her Precious.

" OMG she's laughing! "
" She's talking! "

yadda yadda.
HAHA.

I really really really want to go to the Advance course ):
I don't think my mum will let. )))))):

AHH!

I feel so deprived. I need to go retailtherapy-ing.

AHYA i don't wanna blog anymore ):
I mean, for this post.

Not till i make a nicer new blogskin.

I can't wait to go to Grace's house to coooooooooooooooook & watch movies & let Gloria & Sisterie play! :D

Auf Wiedersehen, till whenev.

♥

Its very weird recently.

Every single show i watch, die,die,die.

In Click the father 'died'. I cried so hard i looked like i just got dumped by my boyfriend or somethang after the show.

& Those stupid channel 55 shows!
Hong Kong dramas are evil.

I watched this one part, like 1/2h or maybe less than that, from this hotel show.

This rebellious son, apparently his Dad was too career-minded he neglected his family, causing his son to turn against him.
That stupid son did somethang really evil at his father's 60th birthday.
Which is quite a major event in a person's life for the Chinese.

He was happy, i think more of guilty, that he went drinking after that.
He got so drunk, but he drove home anyway.

( Okay actually he didn't really drive himself home, but ahya complicated lah. )

Meanwhile, his father finally realised his mistake and signed some weird contract thing with this evil guy in the show.

After that he drove home.

He stopped at one traffic light, and called his wife, telling her about all the things he felt.

He put down the phone, and started to continue driving because (obviously) the traffic light turned green.

All of a sudden, this car came out of nowhere and BANGED his car.

He died.

The driver was the rebellious son.


WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I was so upset after that. I don't know why.

I think i'm too emo.

But the worsttttttttt of all is that stupid DOCTOR SHOW THAT JUST ENDED. I mean, that episode just ended.

This couple, Frances and Ming ( chinese what. ), were, well, a happy couple.

Ming's ex-colleague died, so he became the guardian of this retarded brother of that ex-colleague.

And that retarded does not mean eh, the play-play kind. He really has some mental problem. As in he behaves like a kid when hes probably like 20+ already.

Anyway alot of things happened before, showing the innocence of that child.

After that Ming got him a job, and turned out that the boss is a stupid GAY.
He molested that Retarded Kid. Well he is called, eh, OH yeah, Xiao Jie.

So anyway Xiao Jie refused to go work after that because he was badly traumatised and all.
Ming&Frances found him at this Games Arcade smoking with bad company, so they brought him home and reprimanded him.

They didn't realise that there was something wrong.

The next day, Ming forced Xiao Jie to go to work, so he brought him there personally. Then they met the boss! Obviously Xiao jie showed obvious signs of rejection but Ming missed the signs.

He pushed Xiao Jie into a lift with that Boss.

When he was turning away, going for his work, he heard the security guards said that there was a fight going on in the lift.

XiaoJie was beating up that Boss till they came out of this level. Ming rushed to that level and pulled XiaoJie away from the Boss.

Xiao Jie struggled to continue hitting the Boss. Ming asked WHYWHYWHY did he beat him up, and he said, " HE TOUCHED ME"

& Then stupid Ming Edmund ( okay i just rememberd he had an english name ) realised.

So anyway they went to the Police Station & all. Edmund was obviously feeling super guilty because he was the one who got Xiao Jie to get that job.

They decided to charge the Boss.

Xiao Jie was still traumatised. Edmund decided to stay overnight at XiaoJie's place to look after him.

In the middle of the night, that Gay Boss came and pleaded them not to charge him. Edmund was furious, and he obviously didn't agree.

" YOU DESERVE ALL THE PUNISHMENT YOU JERK!! "

A few days later, Frances and her best friend goes grocery-shopping because she wanted to whip up a few delicious dishes for Edmund and XiaoJie, to try to cheer XiaoJie up.

She even bought a new pair of Limited Edition for Edmund. He had one, but it didn't fit him and its making his feet ache. So being a really nice and sweet girlfriend she bought a shoe his size.

Cooking almost completed but Edmund isn't picking his phone.

THEN THE PHONE RINGS!

Eh Frances is called to go for a job.

She's a forensic, by the way.

" I know its very inappropriate to ask you to handle this case, but the other colleagues are busy with other cases "

Wtf. That guy suck.

The address, is XiaoJie's house.

YOU CAN ALREADY GUESS THE PLOT DON'T YOU.

I was already trembling.

She went to the place.


Murder case.

2 Corpses.

And then,
guess what she sees?


Edmund's Limited Edition shoe. The one that is a size smaller, the one making his feet ache.

Covered by white cloth.

( And my tears start to fall. )

AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KEPT CRYING AND CRYING AND CRYING AND CRYING like i've never cried before and i'm letting out all the tears.

Wth i hate sad stories ):

& LASTLY, PLEASE GIVE JOAKIM A BREAK. stop the slamming. slam me slam me slam me for all you want DON'T SLAM HIM STOP ITTTTTTTTT LAH WTFWTFWFTWFTFWTFWTGFWKFJ:ADFK.

>: (

The world is evil.

♥

GUTEN TAG.

I'm supposed to be happy today since Math Test is over.

Charlyne is super cute she gave JiaMin a sunflower in a pot! :O

HAHA i was laughing at her in the morning.

I think i suck. I actually forgot to bring that stupid scrapbook to school. I'm a moron >:

I'm so tired! I STILL HAVEN'T BLOG ABOUT THAT SUNDAY YET.
Oh no, i better do it before i forget.

I think i'm hearting Math more.

& i think i'm hearting JL more (:

Shoots i'm so sticky I HAVENT BATHED YET YUCK. I had piano just now.

Okay i shall go and bathe now. I'll edit this post later! Should be a long post (:

AUF WIEDERSEHEN TILL LATER (:

♥

I just realised that all the stuffs that the Media craps about really do have a certain effect on the people.

Like me.

I like to sing, but ironically, i don't really like to listen to songs. Let's just say i don't bother to listen to songs.

I do not like to listen to songs when i'm doing my homework, because i won't be able to complete the homework.

The only time when i listen to songs is when i'm using the computer, like now.
However, i have a super limited song bank.

All the anti-piracy thang kinda got into me, plus i don't have a downloader. And i'm scared of viruses.

I used to have alot of songs. But they're all chinese songs. Ew.

You know last time, there used to be this winamp thang, and you can actually DEEJAY online, with your own channel. Sounds kinda cool right? Well, it is.
I thought it was uber cool so i played with it for quite some time.

I grew up, and out of it. I'm glad i did.

My computer kept crashing last time, most likely due to the viruses that sneaked in with the songs. So i decided i shan't download anymore songs.

Okay, back to the topic.

I think Christina Aguilera rocks.

Because of my very limited exposure to the Music Industry, my impression of her was of all her tabloids and rumours, etc.

I thought she was just another singer, some what like Paris Hilton, who pays for her own album to be out and collects miserable revenue because she sings as well as a crow. Plus being scandalous, seducing every guy available on Earth.

Apparently, she isn't.

She can sing very very well.

I heart the song Beautiful its very ego and all.

Like, Wow, she can sing.

FINE i'm WOLS, i'm stupid, i'm a loser, whatev.

So the media plays a very important part.
Must be very tiring to be a celebrity, huh.

You have to shun paparazzis, remember to say the right thing, stay calm even though the press might insult your parents or something, not offend the reporters.

One wrong word/sentence, you're a goner.

Makes me think twice.

But anyway i'll always keep JNEO's super inspiring speech in mind.

--

I HEART MATH. Its great and wonderful. ( Not only do i have a limited Song Bank, i also have a limited Vocabulary Bank. I just hope my Money Bank will be unlimited. )

Friday's Math Test sounds scary.

Okay i ought to go now.
Have plenty to complete! :S

Auf Wiedersehen!

♥

Sunday was wonderful fabulous, whatever word that means GREAT.

I really wanted to blog everything single thing that happened on that day, right from when i wake up. Its such a special day I don't care if it bores people because its one of the best days i've ever had.

Saturday was okay ( oh i realise i'm going backwards. i'm rewinding! (: )
He is still sick.

I am still worried.

OKAY.

I don't have much time because i'm actually supposed to finish Math Homeworks: 7e 7f 7g 7h 8a RQ 7!

Which is totally crazy.

1. JiaMin and Grace
rock.

2. Click was fabulous. If you don't
watch it you're a loser.

3. JNEO WAS SUPER NICE.

4. I heart the actg workshop people.

5. History is stupid.

6. Christina Aguilera sings very very very very very well.

7. I'm stupid. I got conned into buying the
sunflower at a super rip-off price.

8. Inez Goh is super cute :D

9. I need to do more math. Math test this week! ):

10. I'm missing J ALREADY. & his dad is super super cute.

11. I cannot wait for
this
Saturday.

12. Today is the start of Week 7, which means
the term is ending soon. Mugging season is
approaching.

Okay elaboration again when i'm done with all the homeworks! (:
I hope everything continues to be fine.

♥

SHoots.

I'm dead meat.

I cannot hit the high-notes :O:O:O

SHOOTS I'M GETTING LOUSIER!!!!!!!1

I NEED TO SWIM! NEED TO SWIM! INCREASE LUNG CAPACITY!

J is upset. So am I. ):

♥

I had to keep reminding myself that today is Friday.



One thing unmistakable is the Physics Test today.
I wouldn't say it was easy but it wasn't as tough as i thought it would be >:{

( LWW set the paper )

I think i'll at least pass it. Though i would like to ace it.

Simultaneous ( spell? ) equation is fun! (: Though there are alot of steps :S

Math test next week! I need to do my best.

ARGH i hate my procrastinating habit.
I tried to do ShuoMingWen last night ended up my whole paper will filled with everything but shuomingwen. >:(

I didn't even complete math as much as i would love to.

I CHANGED :O
I used to love Chinese like hell ( because it used to be so easy ) but now, i would gladly trade 1 chinese homework for 3 math homeworks. ( And you know how tedious Math Homeworks are )

Today is the end of Week 7.
Seems like June Holidays just ended, no?

Alot of things happened in 5 weeks, be in stress, homework or every other thing else.

Right now, i just hope that:

1. Class tee will turn out fine, and the class will not grumble too much about it since we've actually spent the effort to look for printers printing 41 copies for a cheaper price.

We could have just let that i-don't-know-how-t-spell-but-the-pronunciation-is-CHEEKO print our class tees with a expensive price of $24, which is a total rip-off.

I hope they'll at least appreciate Grace's effort of actually designing the whole t-shirt and everything. Of course i'll be glad if they can appreciate my helping of eh, contacting the tee printing guy and risk getting raped later collecting it and everything.
Its not much, but i really shouldn't be the one doing this. I mean, i would love to offer my help. When i told my mum, she said, " Why are you the one doing it? "
She didn't say it in a despising me kinda way but more in a its-not-really-your-job kinda way =/

Oh wells. I'm not complaining, lah.

2. Math test will hopefully be okay. I cannot afford to do badly. Too expensive.



3. I'll finish my homework!!!!

ARGH!!

&
I've a very sad news.

MY SHADES BROKE!!!

>: ((((((((((((((((((((((((

I am terribly upset )))))):

And it broke because of my own carelessness, laziness whateverness AHH!
I was too lazy to place it properly after use yesterday i just put it into my bag.

It got crushed by my MULTIPURPOSE ADIDAS POUCH, SCIENCE FILE, and HUMONGOUS PENCIL CASE + some other random stuffs )):

I need to get a new shades by tomorrow! Need a pair for Exam on Sunday.

Oh shoots. Speaking of that exam.... >:(

I WANT TO GO IKEA! There's some sale going on till 13/8, which is JiaMin's Birthday, which is Examination Day, which is Sunday!

& I need a new blogskin.

STOP PROCRASTINATING YUQING!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥

I'm really patriotic.

Went to the Temple to eh, pray just now and i wore red+white :D

ANYWAY I MET MY, eh, i don't know what i should call her.

She's my Tang Yi's daughter. Or rather, they are.

I was her flowergirl when she got married a few years ago! And how time flies, now the elder daughter is 3 years old.

I was wondering who's daughters they are while trying to get them to talk to me (:D) when my mum told me they are tang yi's daughters! SO ADORABLE.

Esther & Eunice!

Very Very Very adorable.

AHHHHHHHH I want an adorable girl too!

Anyway, to 2P!

Ruiyi's flight is delayed by 2h so we'll all meet at 12pm instead. Terminal 2 Macdonalds!

Aww i'll miss her ):



Can't wait for SI!!! :S:S:S:S:S

VOTE FOR JOAKIM!!!!

♥

Guten tag.

In case you're planning to catch My Super Ex-girlfriend during the weekdays holidays, i advise you to go to Causeway Point Cineleisure to catch it for the $6.50 or you'll be cursing when the credits roll.

No spoilers ;)

Somehow I survived super Red&White day. Luckily, or not, it rained, which caused the track to be wet, thus we, sec 2s and 3s/some primary school level had to stand along the corridors of the New Extension.

How wonderful.

The celebration actually turned out fun!
Community Singing was the best, and only fun part actually :D

Towards the end of the celebration, Hz Zara (:D) and I wanted to go to the Canteen to get ourselves some food but was unfortunately stopped by a certain teacher and another certain teacher who said,"you cannot eat now!" while happily eating hor fun.

I hate it when people don't practise what they preach.

We wanted to get the cake for RuiYi so that we can cut and share it then, but obviously we couldn't.

So in the end, we decided to cut the cake when we're dismissed.

Went to the rooftop garden and took some pictures with RuiYi!

She is soooo cute :D But she must be terribly upset. I would be, if it was me.

So anyway we cut the cake in class, took more pictures, ate the delicious cake and everything.

I'll probably go and send RuiYi off on Thursday. Hurray to the school holiday! How appropriate.

After eating cake and all, went to J8 with feather and nutnut for a while before meeting Yiyin.

My feet hurts >: (
Damn the shoe.

Anyway, on the way home ( on MRT ), i saw this couple with this pretty little girl, probably 3 years old, and their little baby. Its a caucasian ( spell? ) guy and a chinese girl ( though i think that the girl looks like a malay but yiyin insisted that she is chinese. Ohwells. ). They are so, weird. They don't even behave like couple. They behave so strange-ly. Not weird that strange but stranger kind strange.

That girl laughed, looking at the guy but the guy just looked away with a look on his face that read : Sigh, what am i doing here when i can be screwing that hot babe?!

Or something along that line.

Maybe they're together only because they have children together or something. But anyhow they look too young to be parents.

& They're taking MRT! I mean, if you're planning to have children and everything you should have plans to get a car for convenience sake or something, no? =/

Oh wells, anyway i'm outside the whole picture so yeah, just some personal opinions =/

They're starting Spectaculars recording soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

)))))))))):

I still cannot find a nice thang to buy J.



♥

Today is monday.

Today is the day when RuiYi will have a last PE lesson in St Nicks, or rather, Singapore ):

I'm quite sad that a classmate is actually leaving to somewhere you can't swim too.

AHya i'm really tired )):

&&! I have this weird white thing growing on my throat, slowing devouring me.

AHH! I'm going to die soon. I think i'll be going to visit the doctor later. Maybe she'll tell me that i have like, throat cancer terminal stage or something! :S

NOOO!! I cannot die yet. I have alot of unfulfilled wishes.

Okay, let me try list a few:

1. I HAVEN'T RECEIVED ROSES FROM MY eh, BOYFRIEND YET :D
I like roses! :S

2. I I I I HAVE NOT FILMED MY FIRST SHOW YET.

3. I haven't found Mr Right Who Owns a Diamond/Gold Mine!

4. I haven't bought espadrilles nor pumps nor ankle straps nor a DRESS.

5. I have not watched fireworks from Esplanade rooftop! :O ( with good company )

Ahya i have so many things that i want to do but still not completing =/

& I HAVEN'T EVEN CELEBRATD JIAMIN'S BIRTHDAY WITH HER!!
& My fake birthday isn't over yet.

OH GUESS WHAT.

I've never had a birthday party. I've spent most of my birthdays packing bag, getting ready for school next day >:( with my family.

I doubt i've celebrated it with my friends before. ):
( hint hint! )

Even Sisterie had a birthday party! >: Not fair. I swear i'll have one soon. Like real partying >:D

Yadda.

Today's home ec was fun ( as usual ) though Parrot Face was there too.

We were busy looking through Ms Stella's Victoria's Secret catalog ( SPELL?! ). Grace was busy getting pissed off by that arrogant bitch who should be caked.

:O
OH you know Ms Stella is crazy she bought this V. S sweat pants which costs $60-70, including shipping fees!!! It's nice but not really worth US$40! +. She's mad. And she still refuses to admit that she found her Mr Gold Mine. Or maybe it's just Mr Copper Mine so she's shy :D

But thanks for her catalogs ( spelllll!! ) i found out that V.S has super nice espadrilles!

I bet everyone, including Grace and I all thought that VS only sells expensive lingerie.

Huizhen is super cute today! She was possessed by an alien.

YQ to ZARA : " :O SHIT. PRESENTATION! " ( IPW )
HZ : " the presentation is not shit! "

Eh or something like that i cannot remember but its very @*#$* :D

Then she said something like, " ___ look like shit except she isn't brown in colour " = =

:O I still don't know what redshirt to wear tomorrow ):

AND I HAVING NOTHING TO DO AFTER CELEBRATION TOMORROW :O:O:O:O:O


AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Few names you should avoid giving your
child
:

1.Anne Chin - Keep quiet
2.Henry Mah
- Hate your mum
3. Jane Tan - Frying
eggs

Random pictes


Irritating Primary School kids who'll climb down the 'hill' beside our class :D Mrs Nath actually gave us permission to take picture. :D


This is what we do when we're bored of Math Remedial.


(:


People who live in Yew Tee live in a pool of oil.


Grace, th math teacher, huizhen's water bottle :D
( i was bored! )

Okay very random, i know :D

♥

Today is the official last practice day of the Acting Class.

2 months of getting around with people of the same interest.

I had to take public transport to SAFRA today because apparently my Dad's car broke down.
He was swimming happily with the kids yesterday at Y SAFRA and when they wanted to go home his car couldn't start. They had to take a cab home.

Actually i quite like the times when i travel alone. Even though its weird because everyone's looking at you probably because you look like a loner but its one of the few times when i'll think through alot of things.

Or maybe i'm just weird.

But any weird or bad moments are always nice when accompanied by J's rendition of Better Man. (:

I'm addicted to it. Its reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly nice i have no idea why Ken couldn't just say something nicer.

So anyway reached SAFRA and slacked because Eugenia and Ted weren't there yet.

Practised one round after that.

Teacher reached 15 min earlier so we went in the room earlier and showed him our thang earlier so that we have more time! :D

Each group was supposed to have 1h but Elizabeth said we took 2 h :S

OOPS.

Changed our thang a little. Its funnier, more disgusting, and i'm bitchier =/
Ahyo i don't want to be casted for some bitchy role :S

Okay but anyway i like it! (:

I can't wait for 13th to come, yet i dread it too =/

I still don't know what to do for the Talent part.

LA LA LA LA~~
I think i'll still end up singing ):

♥

Okay, i guess RS was fine.

I think its really sweet when someone like J L remembers you.

See, its just a tiny little effort and it makes people happy.

I don't see why J can't do it. I mean, be less patronising and more sincere! Is it that difficult?
But others can do it, why can't you.

I'm quite upset. I guess i'm also upset after all these kind of thangs.

But JL is really sweet!

He was all like, " So.. are you going to cineleisure too?"

I said, sure, and asked in surprise, " you remember?! "

He replied in his oooooh so deep and nice voice, "yeah of course ((:".

Dan Ong told us a secret.

I'm shocked! He has a lot of fans. Both of them have huge fanbase.

I bet all of them are like, "ahya, vote for what! they have other fans to vote for them". All of them think that all others will vote, so in the end who votes?
Only 1/4 of his fan, probably.

Landed him in bottom 3. Everyone was taken aback.

That's probably like the saying " The most dangerous place is the safest place ".

Everyone wants to go to the safest place. If used at war, the enemy will obviously go to the so-called safe place. So all the smart people at the dangerous place are safe!

I'm really tired from queueing and queueing for nothing much.
Well, a patronising hug isn't really that nice.

I still think JL is sweet :D

At Cine he was like, ( smile smile smile ), then he looked at xuan, then back at me, then went, "OH you went there ( points to imaginary suntec ) just now right? Woo how did you get here so fast. ( quickly connects ) oh yeah we took quite some time ah" ( smiles really nicely :D )

HAHHAH Cute or what?!

He then proceeded to use turn his left hand in an awkward manner to shake my hand for the second time ( or was it third ) because i was already infront of Twohill. And said something which i didn't really catch, but something like holding the marker on my hand ( puts up right hand )

:D

He actually remembered what i said two weeks ago!

And i'm not even his, eh, die-hard supporter.
I wanted to be eh, loyal to J.

( who doesn't even bother )

HEARTBROKEN you know! Its like, you don't get the right attention from the one you want, but someone else.

Okay JL isn't that bad.
He is nice and cute and sweet with a super nice voice.

But i heart J more )):

Though he was being very cute, laughing when i handed him Vapourdrops saying, " Nah this is for you because i cannot find pipagao. I hope it works the same."

BUT JL was being all "THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU" really sincerely when i handed him a letter.

Somemore its a last-minute letter i wrote while queueing.

TCH.

See, even graduated SJI guy is like that.

I think SJI is a good school :D

I made new friends! (: Christabel Alicia Theresse and one more girl whom i don't know her name.

They are very nice and cute :D They rememberd me from J8 RS =/ Was i that attention catching?!?!?!
But J didn't notice.

AH! Nevermind.

I shall get JL pipagao next time too :D

Journey home was funny :D Xuan and I were sitting opposite each other so we kept taking embarrassing pictes of each other then bluetooth them to each other :D

I think the SI lanyard is nice!

The whole SI thang makes me realise its easy to make friends, and people are generally nice. :D

I think i'm fated to like people with names starting with J ( read: julian & jask ) and people who practise favourism >:

Supposed to be in town from 10-630 but i actually didn't get anything for myself.
Okay only the powder and food.

♥

Well, only temporarily.

But it'll be over before you know it.

This weekend will be quite busy despite having almost 3 days of holidays next week.
Tons of assignments due on monday, plus a science test on friday!

Horrible.
-

So anyway we've did our Indian Dance.
I thought it was okay though i screwed up during that V formation ):
I was really upset.

So, we didn't win.

I wouldn't say that i actually expected it though my spacing out might have contributed to the lost.

At least i thought we all enjoyed our performances.

So did Mrs Nath! She's the cutest form teacher ever okay :D

Shoots i don't feel like blogging already >:

I hope tomorrow will be better.

Anyway i think the school's being a little unreasonable by insisting that we wear red&white on next tuesday's National Day Celebration.

I know red&white's like Singapore's colour but they shouldn't INSIST that we all dress like we're walking flags.

TCH.

So we're supposed to beg / steal / buy / whatever to get red&white shirt&pants.

Well, thats a pretty good excuse to give my mum to go shopping, and hopefully get a pair of pumps, though i doubt i will.

I'm so bored.
Though i have to do alot alot of things.

My throat hurts.

♥

I'm in a super-wtf-mood.

I'm jealous, i'm upset, i'm pissed off, annoyed, irritating & still traumatized.


I failed my Chinese Test.

Imagine how traumatize i am.

Despite being mentally-prepared, i broke down when i saw the dreadful ugly digits.

I knew i was failing, especially when i was the first few to be called.

LuoLaoShi was really really surprised. She was really nice, trying very desperately to help me pass it because i just need 1 fking mark more.

I know its really embarrassing to cry in class and all, especially when you'll look super ugly after crying but i couldn't control my tears. I felt like slapping myself until i die or something.

The 23/25 History Test doesn't cheer me up. I'd rather fail both humanities than 1 chinese paper.

I'm really upset. I feel like i've let down my parents since they've been educating me, speaking with me in Mandarin for the past 14 years. Like all my dad's efforts, making me borrow Chinese books from the library reading chinese papers etc are down to the drain.

I have no idea what i was doing last friday. I totally conked out. I was possessed by some Eurasian/Indian/Malay. Chinese looked like Greek to me. ):

Frankly, i'll rather fail Math than Chinese.

I don't think you'll ever know how i feel.

Unless you've ever felt that you actually let down your parents.

What's worse, i messaged my mum, and she told me that its okay and i can always work harder next time.
Plus a nice smiley face :), which i do not think i deserve.

I have no idea what my dad will say when i show him the paper later, but 99.9% he is just going to go through my paper with me, analysing my errors without reprimanding me.

Great parents, i have.

They've never scolded me because of a test with dissatisfying result. In fact, they seldom chide me because of studies.
More of something to do with character like when i keep throwing tantrums like they are basketballs, or something else meant to be thrown.

Fine, maybe i'm a little over-exaggerating.

But anyhow, thanks to all the super kind people who, well, i'll say try to comfort me.
Though i'm that kind of person that will cry even harder when someone trys to comfort me.

I appreciate the act alot (:

THANKS THANKS THANKS to, eh, people like SHANNEN my nice nice partner, eh, shirley sylvia maykun ( i think ) karon EVEN HANXU told me to cheer up.

This unpleasant experience taught me how to look at a person carefully.

♥

♥KJH