SNCO GOT GOLD
OMG I CANT BELIEVE IT.
GOLD!!
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RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
im ttttttttiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrred.
HAHAHAHA.
TIRED AND HAPPPPPPYYYY
WOOOOOHOOOOOOO.
okay this entry, excluding the first sentence is crap.
read the first sentence, then advance to the LAST sentence.

CIP briefing!!
crap.
telling us things that are common sense.
totally rubbish
BUT IM STILL HAPPY(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i accompanied jiamin to the sly's stupid concert.
rah.
hes so.
ugly
and i saw stupid neighbourhoodschoolahlians sneaking in.
first they went to the door zhanglaoshi was guarding.
when she chased them away, they secretly crept to the back corner of the hall.
and they got chased away, yet again.
and the stupid thickskin idiotic losers WENT TO THE FIRST DOOR OF HALL TO SEE THE STUPID AHLIAN.
and they actually sang along suoyi

LIKE WHATEVER.

i despise them



















welcome to the last part of today's entry(omgthisissorahlame)

SNCO GOT GOLDDDDDDDDDD(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

ijustlovetoday(x

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i feel the loss ___ feels.
he's such a rahrahing sweet guy.
i dont know what ___ did to deserve this.

omg now i feel so stealpig.
arrrrrrrrrrrgh.
oh theres stupid tuition later on.
i WANT TO QUITTTTTTTTTTTTTTt.
it is so not a conducive place for learning.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh.

i cant believe my life just flew past like that.
so.
unacceptable.
im slacking.
1 and a half term is over.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i seriously need to study.
okay ive been saying this for agggggggggggggggesssssssssss.
SEE MY WORDS ARE SOOO DRAGGGGGYYYY TOODDAAAYYY.
rahrahrah.

ive got 5/10 for my physics test.tell me about it.
i bet i got the lowest, if not one of the lowest, in the class.

im so roaring exhaustttttted.

ineedaguywhocanstandmymoodswings.likehowhedid.

ugh.
i feel so shitty
shouldnt have signed up for the stupid tuition when i dont think i can learn anything.

can you believe how fast the clock ticked?

4 days to SYF.
tell me about that.

oh my left wrist hurts like @#$%.
i dont know whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhy.

isofcukingmisshim

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
ineedtoscream.

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i swear.
ive never been more traumatised.
today is such a bad day.
i dont know why.
really.
seriously.
i feel like crying.
although trying to find thousands of excuse they might not disband and break to us that it was all a joke,i realised it was all useless, trying to deceive myself.
trying to fight against the huge flow of tears behind my eyes eagerly waiting to be released.

weeleng just msged me that band got gold.
this is really really a chain of gold alr.
im.scared.
im traumatised.
i want to cry.

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dear坤達剛在報紙上看到那則報導﹐有點無言﹔說不出的傷痛。我知道解散的事我們大家都不想。其實說真的﹐那時回愛迪幫看到他們在說這件事我的第一反應是難以置信。怎麼可能﹖不是好好的嗎﹖既然已經發生了。我們都應該去面對。雖然真的還沒肯定﹐但是那場在新加坡的演唱會的名稱真的是..我不要和你們說再見想到當時在新加坡heeren的簽名會的一次看到你們﹐我才11歲吧。那時看到你們﹐突然感覺到一種親切感。那種感覺真的說不出來。對我是小﹐可是我的思想可是超越一個13歲女生的。那次在westmall的蓋握會﹐我是第一次看到你們。上臺是還有點在發抖。一心只想跟你說生日快樂的我根本沒有其他人﹐結果連書偉的手都忘了握。結果到了你那裡在台下準備了一肚子字的我頓時頭腦一片空白。‘生日快樂’這四個字緊緊抓著我的喉嚨﹐不肯出來.這是自然反應嗎﹖我也不曉得耶。總之我看到你就變得好緊張﹐好緊張...

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IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED
IM TRAUMATISED
IM TRAUMATISED
IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED
IM TRAUMATISED
IM TRAUMATISED
IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED
IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED
IM TRAUMATISED IM TRAUMATISED
.)x

iloveeg.ilovekunda.ilovekunda.iloveniunai.imissthetimethewayheshookmyhandlookingatmewiththatexpression.it was everlasting.

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Hi.
now im in a good mood because.
SECRET(x

JAMIETANPOKPOK WHERE ARE YOU.
i got something to tell you!!!!!!!!!!!!

im quite gay sometimes right.HAHA.
read the prev entry and this.HUGE DIFFERENCE(x

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HELLO

IM BLOODY PISSED WITH THE STUPID LOSER PARROT WITH A BRAIN OF A PARROT'S NUT.

on a lighter note.
today was rather fun.hahaa.
yes im sitting with annette my new partner!(x
okay it was rather fun lah.

ARGH im so pissed i cant blog about what happened today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIAOWEI(x
mei!youre finally 13!its the sweet and important 13 because it is the time when you step into another paragraph of your life. Make your year a wonderful one and im sure it would be because im HERE WITH YOU(x I know everybody's real busy trying to fit into our secondary life like a large feet fitting into a small shoe.Its suffocating and all, but do try to relax and enjoy life.We are all here for you if you need us!(:
((:

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I HATE PEOPLE WHO THINKS THEY KNOW EVERYTHING.

ARGH.
YES IM REFERRING TO YOU.
STEALPIG GIRL
trying to earn posts by posting stealpig messages.
IDIOT.
you suck.

--
pardon me.im so filled with annoyance today.first it was stealpig panlaopok then that stealpig shithead.

WHY ARE THERE SO MANY STUPID PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.
okay i shall just narrow it down to singapore.
theres just enough examples to give.

one day i shall be a teacher and teach all the young kids about being ahlians and ahbengs are SO NOT COOL.and how they MUST behave decently and such.

YES MAYBE I SHALL HUH.

perhaps one day i shall make people go through a test to check if theyre total losers or not.
yes im so..UGH. angrified today.

bottom line of the day.
I HATE STUPID PEOPLE

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there goes my motivation of wanting to study my physics test when i cant even get a single thing into my brain.

oh and i dont know why but im starting my daydreaming shit again.

argh.

had the stealpig xiyouji rehearsal just now and nobody was co-operating.
whatever.

and wtf.
im having tuition at this mushroom pok place. argh.
i hate first lessons.

HORROR.
WHAT IF MY TUITION CLASS IS INFESTED WITH.
-shivers.
the scariest thing ON EARTH.

NEIGHBOURHOOD AHLIANS AND AHBENGS.

ohmyshit.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

by the way.
saomu-ing yesterday wasnt a bit fun.
yes sr werent THERE.
ahah.
i cant believe it.
we were SOOOO obvious.

OH.
AND I SAW THE STEALPIG KEITH IDIOTIC WONG.
i think he was with his ahlian and ahbeng friends of something because HE IGNORED ME.
wtf.
I HATE YOU KEITH WONG.
see, everyone changed in different environment.
hey, wait.
i thought keith went somewhere like acsi or was it st andrews.
BUT WHATEVER.
he changed.
not the cheery guy who greets you with that silly smile of his.

rahhhh.

FAIZAH I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO THIS SAT.
im pon-ing(x

today wasnt a really pleasant day, i would say.
friendster's horoscope thingy claimed that my attitude was 5 smilies which is FULLLL.
but not really.
omg and you know that love thingy have been high.
whatever.
it is NOT accurate.

bleah.

SO SHORT.(inside joke)

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drowning myself in the melody

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i hate the way people always act like theyre a saint.

i just realised i have 139009814085 things to do.

ugh.

i feel like stupid now.
wtf.

AHH.
so frustrated.
i want to be a home-schoolerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

oh and i cut a pangsai hair.
so pangsai.

oh wtf i really need a motivation.
im feeling so slacky.i dont know what.

ive got the vernier calipus shit all figured out, and im all confused with that microwhatevershititscalled.

so shittified.

pan is a liar.
she suck.

im feeling so tired of my life.
i want syf to come asap.
i have my reasons.
okay fffffffffffffffff.

faizah just told me i was invited to her party.
and that sort of brighten me up.
sorta.
and i'll pon co.
i will.
i think.

im NOT going to miss another outing.

but shit crap.im still sad.
OHWELLS.
I HATE MY LIFE.
so typical.
shat.

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this is the 98234897145 times i realise i must break my connection with all the ahlians.
at least i try to.

jailbirds today are expectedly ugly.oh and i made a joke out of them.i dont know why people find the things i say funny when it wasnt meant to be a joke.

and more embarrassing things..(x

im rather disappointed with the results of msu05 just now.
cheryl tay is worth to be the winner but what i dont understand is why rebeccalim got the bloody 4th runnerup!
i thought she could at least have gotten a runnerup.

rrrraaah.

one day i should really get use(d) to people copying me.
maybe.perhaps.
im getting more and more like my sister.
i hate ahlians from neighbourhood schools.
may i emphasize its ahliansfromneighbourhoodschools.
connected.if you get what i mean.

if you that smelly piece of shit who claims that youre some mrs hee managed to trace my blog by whoever that is,
yes it was me.
and feel honoured i tagged you.
maybe i should ask julian if he knows you.

al'ite.
im bored.
and i have not touched a single pulp of homework.

and i hope my anti-anlian spirit can influence a pinch of the people in my class and yes, im typing crap.i dont think theres such thing as a pinch of people.

now i dread dnt and i dont know what.

going for timsum tomorrowww!(x
i love having timsum sessions:D

see im so bloggy nowadays.so read during this period.it will be over soon.when i lost my interest for blogging then the blog is going to be dead.
im still decided whether or not i should change my skin.
i saw this very nice and starry one but ast the same time i love this one.
raah.

so longs.

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okay.
the stealpig pan affair is.
erm, sortta over.
i managed to shut her up, some how(:

thats why i say i cant afford MCs.i was doing all so fine till physics today.
apparently we're having this quiz today that i totally dont know.
yes before the test i did tell madwoman i was on mc for the past few days.

madwoman: oh then you write 'absent' beside your name.try it okay.

im like, whatever.(x ( favourite line)
totally shittified.
i bet i got 0.
i dont know the shit lah.

and when we started lesson, as expected i was lost.
but i was lost with lydia.
HAHA.
serves her right man.(x ( evil(: )
she told me she was doing her math when madwoman was screaming away about the vernier calipus( how the hell do you spell it )

I ACTUALLY FIGURED IT OUT MYSELFFFFFFFFF.
okay fine xinru and cass helped.
and probably chengfen too.

oh ya, speaking of chengfen.that damn northstar shoe really was hers lah that shithead.
xD

i swear im going to study.
ohwells.
HAHA.
i think i should really forget about ______ing.
but joyce is struggling alr.
i cant see the thing collapse, can i.
ohwelllllllls.

i see kunda everyday now.(x
HAHAHA.
my secret.
( crapppp= = )

everybody goes O.O
when i replied them on their "why didnt you come for so many days" question.
expected.

watched miss congeniality(whatever the name is) totally.
AMUSINGLY FUNNY ( whatever )
haha.

after the movie i realised something.
i lost my sense of..erm, i wont say humour.
probably my sense of laughter.
i realised recently i laughed because everyone laughed.
i wasnt really sincerely laughing as in i dont find it funny.
only sometimes certain shitthings can amuse me.

we did the april fool thing today.
[PS.tong just switched the tv to hxq.yuck]
not fun.
we made a serious mistake.we shouldnt switch the WHOLE class.
we all thought ms tan(christina/kristina/whatever-her-name-is-spelled) was VERY fierce, well at least me.
i was expecting a stern face when she stepped into the geekest 1c classroom.
but instead we were greeted by a amused face.(x

i dont know why i feel so 'bloggy' today(x
ohwells.

probably 1290815 months later i'll turning geeky too(x

but I MUST STUDY.
i aspire to get into the aircon classrooms.HAHA.

anyway,
having co tomorrow and guess what,
JAILBIRDS are coming.
yes to spy on us.
HAHA.
Syf traditional, my senior said.

sigh.
im tired
-yawns.

solongs.
[ i insist on not watching hxq and upset myself.HAHA ]

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♥KJH